freezin cold

2005-07-22T13:51:00.000+08:00

hey hey... i'm in school now.. and guess who is by my side? haha.... all my darlings... ezah that crazy gurl and liling... haha she dun let me put the word MAA... haha... anyway... my computer broke down i think six months ago.. and i miss blogging so so much... u guys miss me... haha... i miss chatting w all of u.. bleahz.. anyway tons of things happen during this short short period... haha... i think i got to go now... i feel so scared now... i'm going to have my english oral soon.... and yeah... i'm scared... taking the waiting time to make a very short and also quick update...since this is like my last update... i think... of maybe till my mom gets me a new com... o well bye bye... and miss u guys loads... and yeah God loves u too... yup yup...

2005-03-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

i feel so pathetic i shall not elaborate on it...

bored...

i've not done my geog homework..tried doing it today but got carried away chatting... anyway i feel so damn guilty for lots of reasons...

o yeah i got to make this clear...i did not rebond my hair... its straight naturally and with this hairstyle is abit more obvious that my hair's straight...i din rebond kz... dun ask me if i did anymore... ha...

going to school now is like dragging myself to doom...i feel ever so restless and i jux cant sit still...neither do i have the mood to sit down and drill... have band tmr... stupid... mr ong's gonna be worst den usual...o i cant help but smile.. yeah rite...

mr wong din come today... so we had four free periods... which wasnt exactly free...the first two period was hell cuz we spent the first hour copying notes... and den there was shundarum who relieved mr wong...how sarcastic can she be...sheesh...

and haha too bad u cant catch me...i 'm too neat now... wait one month later...haa... anyway i''m so envious....my eng sux...really does... why cant it ever improve...argh...no matter how much i get i still think my marks sux...argh argh....

so tired..... haiz.....................

2005-03-16T23:39:00.000+08:00

haha...okay i'm blogging cuz of a certain someone.... my very handsome gorgeous cousin ROY....

anyway its time to update...been too long since i last updated... well... i kinda passed my 2.4... hey c'mon i walked kz... so erm i noe i was being lazy... hee... but hey i kinda passed...haha...

e netball match is over oso... on to other interhouse matches... i think soccer's over oso... not sure...

SYF's coming...gosh!!! time flies...haha...okay okay... sooner e better... ] i think [ i seriously hope we'll get at least a bronze man... we're super slack dis year... so chances of getting silver dis year is ermm i seriously dunno... haha... o welll....

o yeah...had band camp... super cool thou i din stay that nite...i prefer e second day... o yeah u guys had to make me the main target huh!!! haha.... was so dry kz... anyway it was fun...aint i rite... haha...esp to these ppl... alan... xerxes... jon...khai... sheryl...ming yi...dina...n my bao bei melody... haha....

have band again on fri and sat...so sad...fri's gonna be a full day...n yes alan i noe u dun needa come...good for u...but i dun needa sit thru dat art class...haha... historians are better off...we go overseas...haha... i'm thinking of going out after band prac on sat...provided someone's willing to provide me money...haha khai? coffee bean?? haha... U OWE ME....haha....

anyway i gota go...dun feel like blogging already...roy.... i hope u're happy now...haha...

2005-02-15T17:20:00.000+08:00

todays total defence day....and ytd was?? haha valentines day....

as usual spent a wonderful day in band... how i dread that word...ha...i noticed smth...i spent vday in band last year again...and it ended at 6 dis year it ended at 6.30 but supposedly 7... so me and wee ying were like...ha next year wld be 8...haha... but cant be true.. i gues...well it wont be my problem...wahaha *evil*

well so how did u guys spend ur vday? w ur loved ones? haha... hmmm anyway wishing everyone a happy belated vday and a happy total defence day...hhaa...

i think my class made miss sim angry...not doing her project and all...i kinda feel guilty...its so irresponsible of me...for us... we're mature enought to manage our time...but... we cant even handle such simpe work... welll... i guess i got to go...there's chinese test tmr...and geog the day after..hist on fri...so busy... haha

wat to do...can i complain? i guess not...hmnmm well jux a short update..

p.s. Dars i noe i owe u pretz...so sorry...so so sorry...i love u gals so much...haha... muaccks...

and to a certain fren...hey cheer up... u still got me to count on kz... anything find me kz...will make time for u de... hmm u noe who u are...kkk....bye!!!

2005-02-10T22:41:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year

well all of us have to resume school tmr...dreadful... so we're going drag our feet to sch tmr... jux to go thru one day of pure torture before we go back to our holiday mood again....haha...how nice...

i've got lots of tests the next week...if i'm not wrong 4 tests in total...argh... well...cant complain can i..."o" level dis year... i jux want to get thru tmr...haha...

anyway back to CNY.... how much did u guys get??? haha...mux set aside some money on me k...haha... esp my lessies... Vday coming le.... mux get ready my pretx arhz...haha....

joking. joking....haha..hmmm 11 already...i gota go...so ppl...take care kz...and God bless ya all...

2005-02-01T20:04:00.000+08:00

test test test!!!

school's fine...tests are flowing in one after another...e teachers really have nth better to do...do u noe dat less work less to mark...haha...okay... nvm...O level's this year...i shant argue...

had band yesterday...and will be going for band tmr... my goodness... starting to detest many things about it now... all e aping going on...

hmmm lots of test coming up dis week...well i shant waste time already...bye babies...muacks ahaha... bye...

2005-01-24T20:08:00.000+08:00

wonderful day??????

haha...well kinda i guess... assembly was sucky cuz alot of ppl came late...me and leen was like teng teng scold how...but nvm...haha... well image was late...haha.. anyway nvm...

hmmm had chem first period...was boring...got so mixed up w all the chemicals...haha...and w the teacher screaming and all e notes... everything was like going so wrong... had PE after that...lolx...SOCCER again... the sun was scorching...so hot!! haha.. i kept running to e shade...haha... cuz my team kept winning...haha... but hey i scored a few goals okay..!!! haha.. but before free games we had to run round e sch...my goodness...run halfway whole class pumping... den run run run...when we reached the slope had to do duck walk... so embarrasing... den we had to crawl...goodness!! so o my goodness...haha...den in e middle of the carpark we had to do dat ladder thing...but our legs were saved thanks to dis kid...some discipline problem thing..so we were left to do our own stuff...

had band after school... sucks... we were not allowed to look at the file and we had to play rhapsody... gosh... i din memories only digital...haha...but i managed...some sort of...till e last bit...haha... overall today was okay i guess... haha... hmmm shall go now... take care pplz..

o yeah ppl!!! take care...really... everyone's getting sick... w e stupid flu bug going around... haha... kkz byezz... take care... drink more water and slp well..

2005-01-18T20:07:00.000+08:00

hmmm

i guess i shd update...hmmm...3rd week of sch le...so stress can...every week also test...argh!! fann si le...
nvm...got to perservere rite...hee...its ok...

lots of things happened these few weeks...made me so damn fann...really could AP anytime...got to choose my band sec le... haha.. pity e sec 2s... awww...but too bad lahz dears... i suffered enuff ku le...haha... u have my greatest sympathy... haha..i sound so bad....so sarcastic...nvm thats me....haha...

got chinese and maths test on thur...argh...crappy can....haiz... every week test test test... so sian...haiz...

hmmm i guess i go first lahz...got eng project gota rush...haiz...

2005-01-11T18:44:00.000+08:00

sadness

sinking in a world of sadness
yet i cant turn to anyone for comfort
it struck me once again... i cant help but feeling sad....
trying to drown myself....
haiz...life sux...why...i have no idea...

i hate my life...hate myself...hate everything...everything thats going on in my life...nothing seems to be able to cheer me up...yeah well accept for i think a few ppl...but i cant always bother them...i oso seldom tok to them le...either they're not in sch or we dun tok in sch... haiz no mood to say anything... another time... bye..

2005-01-08T21:57:00.000+08:00

finally

i'm so glad the weekends are here... finally a time to slack n not bother bout stuff dat i dun wana bother bout... its been a stressful week...really stressful week...not bout sch work...but many other factors...well i shant list em all out...

i'm still sick.... sad rite.... haha nvm...its okay...well...hmmm....overall sch's fine....miss sim our eng teacher is also 41's teacer now... changed chem teacher to dunno wads her name... i cant spell it... she's kinda strict i think...anyway she's okay...yupx mr wong's our hist and ss teacher...well he's okay...at least better den i expected... well...okay think thats all....

hmmm take care...peace...

2005-01-05T20:07:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL!!! DING DING DONG DONG DONG DONG DONG DING DING!!!!

awww....so sad...no more late nights...no more brunches le....well cant wake up late anymore...and well yeah maybe late nights are still on...do homework....revision and all...crappy!!!

haiz...i wan my sec 3 life back...and i tot sec 3 was stressful....o gosh.... i'm starting to feel the stress already...real scared i might end up taking CLB...thou i'm CLB standard....i noe i not rice material lahz...haha...

anyway...heck heck heck...dun wana care so much...i'm sick and i really hate it...i wan my mommy!!! gosh...feel so dead...like a walking zombie.... nvm...heck....

2004-12-23T17:07:00.000+08:00

jux came back yesterday... and i had to go back to sch dis morning...someone told me i gota be there by 645...wad crap...

ite din go...cuz felt so sick... ended up attending prefect's AGM... ended at 3...so boring...*yawn* finally noe who's head and all...diaoz...i shall not comment...

got my duties le... morning do gate...wahaha...can slack...but...i got paired up w dis junior i dun even noe...nvm...mr peh said dat i gota train that junior...i dun even noe if that junior is a guy or a gurl...some senior...haha... yeah so maybe after a few weeks i'll be taking over someone else doing class duty...diaoz!!! cannot...i dun wan...

i hate the weather here...its so hot...argh.... nvm...shant complain.... i feel so sick now....o gosh....God plz help me...cure me... argh..i dun wana feel dis way....

2004-12-18T21:20:00.000+08:00

okay ppl...

making dis entry really quickk....

dun msg me or call me kz...i mean my hp...not in spore... till 23....so take care ppl...peace!!

2004-12-07T11:23:00.000+08:00

i'm blogging to say happy belated bdae to all the nov babies and happy bdae to all the dec babies...hahaha....

November babies....

Chuan linn.. Lao Shi... Hash aka babe...haha... Wati...Nisha... Angelina aka bestest best fren...oiii idiot honoured not...wahaha.... Vinod aka kit kat...Reflection aka rainbow... and last of all Richson...

December babies...

dao kia aka sissy aka brother aka anti social...hahaha...Lao Gong....muacks... Sotong aka uncle aka bro aka sista aka GAY haha u say me first horz...xiong xiong aka darling's sunshine.... Sweetheart...muacks...syafiqah... shi yun aka Miss khoo...haha...and last of all...my fav pal...ah leck...haha...aka ting ting...haha...

2004-11-30T14:11:00.000+08:00

life is so slack..well...i'm finally well...i think....but i'm havin a headache now...feeling all hot and cold....OMG...haiz....is there no end to such misery!!! haiz...nvm...i'm in school now...doing nothing...haha...nahz came sch to accompany my darlings...got video editing to do...so being a good darling come accompany them... haha...wad crap rite!! nahz...i'm good kz...haha...yupx...

got band on thur n fri....shrugs.... dun wana go...its sooooooooooo boring....okay not really....but argh...gota blow my lungs out....den wen u reach home you're tired and all...den u dun wana eat dinner cuz ur mouth hurts...hmmm maybe i'm exaggerating abit...but its true...arhz...nvm...nuff bout band...i'll jux bore u and me w band...hahaha....

hmmm currently praying that my com will be back soon...praying that it'll be back by tonight...anyway.... besides that...i need cash.... i really need cash...argh...i kinda found a job...but gota go to dis place....but dunno where it is...forgot to ask my mom abt that place last nite...haha...argh heck...hmmm my darlings bdaes cuming le...haiz...there goes my money....nvm....darling rite... so its okay....haha....

2004-11-27T20:50:00.000+08:00

]sigh[ jux sent my darling com to e doc's....]sigh[ it'll be back i think in 3 days time...so wad am i going to do during these 3 days...or worst wad if it takes longer den 3 days??? gosh!!! gonna die.... gonna rot at home...haha...

well i think tmr will be a very boring day... got nth to do at home....maybe i'll jux slp thru the day.... or maybe slack around?????? gosh....its gonna be boring!!! mama~~~.... well monday gonna go out...haha... den either tues or wed gota go make i/c... sianzation!!! sure sianz one...]prays dat my mom will accompany me[ yeah den thur and fri got band...8-5 can!!! haiz...wana cry... wana die.... haiz....

haiz...got another hour left... i think...damn...my dad's making a din... sadded... haiz...shall update another day bahz...if i got any chance to do so...man dis entry is so short...argh.... i wana cry....i'm gonaa live in hell for the next few days... maybe weeks even....haiz....

anyway...take care ppl!!! love ya all!!! hahah....byezzz

2004-11-17T10:25:00.001+08:00

Argh!!!! i'm sick!!! again!!! ]sigh[
my sister's coughing n has a very bad flu....
sad....every morn wake up throat so sore....argh!!!! xin ku!!! ]sobx[
knowing me....i wun take care of myself...haha...and i'll let that sore throat be....hoping that i'll get better...haha.

best thing is there's band tmr!!!!ARGH
only two hours.....haiz....but still got to go...attendance book w me and all those crappy paper workk...
not yet finish those admin!!!haha die die die....
nvm looking on the bright side next year's coming rite...hahaha....
so i'll noe wad to do....so less scolding frm ong ong!!! hahaha....
also lighten my piggy's headache....hahaha....less stresss kk...dun say i nv help u....
but oso very bad lahz....i've not been to band very often dis month....hahah...
DUN CARE!!!!
for the sake of band i din go church...haiz....such a SINNER....haiz.....

i jux talked to zhen ytd.....
haiz....we both miss church very much...but i've got no urge to go back...
i mean yeah i do but its dat there aint anyone frm my sch....
zhou zhou stop going le lorz...stupid can!!!
but even if he goes i oso cannot be w him mahz....gurls and guys cannot mix or smth like dat.....
sianzation rite....
so me and zhou stop going le....our reason : no one frm our sch....hahaha
well i noe we're suppose to bring in more sheeps frm our sch....
but jux look at my sch!!! haha..... all slackers one...cant be bothered type....
no offence arhz ppl...haha...

haha now damn bored...suddenly dan come find me....haha
long time nv tok to him le....
haha....very long nv suan him....or shall i say he suan me....
hmmmm both of us suan each other....haha....
so sianzzz....
haiz...toking to jy oso....
toking bout our class....
sianzation!!!!
its been rumoured tat its cuz of 32 dats why our class spilt...
oso dunno if its true...
well... wadever it is...arent they heartless!!!
last year already...
still wana separate us....
argh!!!

hmmm i think i shd go already...haiz...take care....

2004-11-17T10:25:00.000+08:00

2004-11-14T23:34:00.000+08:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeee........... the hotel was great.........
the room was terrific..............
went in and there were two plates of cookes....wahaha...
cool rite....had our names on it....okay only my bros and sis...
sis din wan hers den give to me....haha
but we kinda like shared the whole cookie.....
and man was it great.... they also had Snapple...
wahahaah....i like like like.....
i jux love the room so much.....wahaha....

anyway i was suppose to go for this BBQ JY organized...
lolx...sorry boy.... din go.... feel bad....but u changed to Sun and i cudnt make it...
nvm...we'll still be frenz next year....
cannot forget each other kkz....
dun worry i wun forget u...cuz u craved my name on the table...hahaa....
anyway stay playful but next year work hard kkz...O's coming already....

jes called...asked me go swimming at jen's place...
but went swimming today...haha...too bad...
heard edward and dunno who will be there also...wahaha...have fun guys....

feeling so bored now...
haha...kkkkk... u noe wad....i gota make sure i slp by 11 everyday already...
arghzzzzzzzzz......... haha...but i cant help staying up late....
lolx....argh got band on thurs...sad can...sectional...dun feel like going...
only wws going argh....sian can...my lao gong not going!!!! hahaha...
nvm still got my dear...haha...if she comes lahz....

anyway....take care ppl... and yeah SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!

2004-11-07T19:36:00.000+08:00

i'm back...wahahah....
had tons of fun...but tons of scolding oso...
always suaned by siva...
anyway the best day was wed and e worst was tues....
i was showered w scolding frm dat barbera and siva ....
sianzation.... haha...anyway din bother much...
wed was the best...
actually e nites were e best...play cards till morn den go slp...haha
anyway we really created a strong bond i think....
e les and gays...esp e last four...haha....
love it...love love love it....wahahaha...i wun forget that special memory dats left in my heart le...haha
jux like sec 1 camp and e sec 1 camp dis year....

anyway...i'm gonna miss my 33 peeps...
haiz...i dun wana be separated frm u guys man...
i'll miss frenz that has been w me frm sec 1 most...ppl like pei yi, joel, haikal...
den there are peeps frm sec 2 dat came over... tze zen... xiang yun... and all....haiz...
e best thing is e ppl who i jux met dis year... diaoz.... very sad lorz...
i dun wana leave my present class....
it may not be as fun as my sec 2 class...
but still its much better den 32 or 31....
haiz...haiz haiz haiz....wana cry.........

2004-10-30T10:59:00.000+08:00

my mom's gonna meet mdm loh at 2 plus....haiz....i feel bad not going w her....feel so irresponsible... i din go meet e gals today... cuz my maid went out @ 8.30 to go buy smth....guess wad time she came back....9.40 issit so long to walk to e circles and back...i mean why does she always have to take so long to come back leaving the back door open....den there was dis mad man in the back....that so called "jungle" she warned me and din lock the back door....diaoz...and i din even noe till i heard noise frm e back den go check...haiz...wad to do....she's always doing work infront of my mom and dad...den last nite come add salt lorz...my mom scolding my bro abt exams den she come add salt....always lehz...its always nth one mother jux say say den she add salt i get pulled in and i get scolded.....haiz....life really sux.....

really scared....dunno wad mdm loh will tell my mom...shant think abt it now...my bro jux msg me jux now...surprising....relli miss him...been such a long long long long time since he msg me....haha...i sound so love sick...i'm not kkz...haha....anyway he's being retained....haiz...why?? relli dissappointed... sad...was so shock wen i knew it...he's already astray thanks to his frenz....its bad enuff....haiz...i wan e old him back....i relli miss him.....haiz....

i'm leaving on monday...sian!!! dun think it'll be fun...dat briefing dat fri already made me wan to slp....hahaha...nvm dun care...maybe working also...if yi jun will give me more details haha...anyway i think i wrote in quite alot....haha....peace!!!!

2004-10-29T18:33:00.000+08:00

lolx....came online secretly....heee...if my mom noes i'm using the com i'll be dead....
sigh....wish i had done better....mdm loh wana c my mom....dun think i'm going....
wondering if i shd go and pierce my ear tmr or not....gonna meet lay hoon jun and jes for breakfast at j8 tmr....
bo liao rite!!! well jes got a craving fo ya kun....haha....and i may not have money to go....so maybe i wun be going....
sad.....
life sux dis days....

2004-10-26T22:13:00.000+08:00

i kena meet the parents....bloody hell....
i'm not in the mood these days...
always freaking out.....
so weak.....i'm falling into pieces.....where are you???
i cant find you anymore....
you're gone....

i dunno who i am now...
confused....
i need a break frm it alll....
i'm scared....
it feels like winter inside...
my skin has turned blue....

life?? there's no meaning....
i forgotten wad it means.....
love??? wads the meaning of love??
it sux...there's no such thing in my life....
its dead....
friendship??? friends??
where are they wen u need them??
who are your true friends?

pillar of support?
morning glory....
i'm pillar left....
a weed now....

picked by e superior .....

Never say i love you

if you dun relli care

never tok of ur feelings

if they arent really there

never hold my hand

if you mean to break my heart

never say forever

if you plan to part

never look into my eyes

wen you're telling a lie

never say hello

if you think you will say goodbye

never say that i'm the one

if you dream of more den me

never lock up my heart

wen you dun have the key

2004-10-26T01:01:00.000+08:00

no school

hmmm din have school today.

was damn bored till jes called me out.

haha. Pathetic rite.....

watched vcd in e morning cuz the boredom was killing me.

after the movie jes called so decided to go out w her.

haha wad to do.... i need to kill my boredom.

met her at 1.30 haha was late....but i'm famous for it... so nvm....

haha....nvm....i spent alot today!!!

haiz wana cry.... bought ear rings today]at last[

and also a pair of jeans frm topshop...waahaha.

broke can...haiz someone sponser me 4 e rest of dis week can??

haha....i'll be sooo damn grateful....muahahah....

den we went to my fav shop...wahahaha...

the hippo so damn cute!!! i wan!!! hahaha....

man there's so many wants now....

i oso saw that polar bear at action city today...

omg!!! i wan!!!! arhzzzz sad.... no money to buy...

sianzation!!!! i wana work.... not wan its need...

i've got no cash ni more....so sad....sufferring....haha...

i wish money can jux fall frm e sky....haiz.....

anyway walked till leg damn pain....

heart oso pain....haha...

heck...i feel so alive today....

cuz....no medicine....haha...

dun care le...haha....anyway.....i gota get the 2005 diary thingy...

ahhhhhh....hahaha....stupid stupid stupid.....

there's so many wants....

so lil money.....

wad am i to do??

hahaha...not gonna care for now.....

ain's coming tmr....maybe lavanya's cuming too...

not sure... gota finish balan's project....

stupid....hahaah....heck him......

anyway timetable full le....spent today w jes....

tmr w ain....hahaha....weeeeeee

i wun be that bored....hahaha.....

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now to scold u......

u noe smth....u're pathetic.....

to think ya frm a mix sch....

i mean u shd have more experience jio-ing gurls...

in my eyes now u're some desporado....

sheesh.....going to such extends...

arent u cheap...cheaper den cheap!!!!

u sickening guy.....

i bet a guy cuming frm an all guy sch can do better den u.....

i mean not every gurl wld be touched by u being so patient...

i mean she may...but bloody hell lahz you....dis type of person really CMI

how can you jump to such conclusions....

and she has the rite to love anyone....

she doesnt HAVE to love you....do you get dat damn fact you idiot.....

dun u noe that ppl say if you love that person set her free and if she comes back she's urs....

maybe u dun even understand simple eng....

and how dare u say my kor....

no respect for him lorz....he do better den u in prelims cannot arhz..

not happy issit....laoz.....

relli lorz....i've lost my patience w u lorz....

you relli shdnt mess w me or my frenz.....

i wun do anything for now....but wen i relli buay tahan u watch out.....

ppl say u're good...kind and wad so ever....

heck wad they say abt u man....

you dun even show the gurl u love respect...

the way u're jio-ing her is like you're forcing her into a relationship....

hey boy.....plz lahz...wake up can...

wan me teach u how to jio gurl not....

yeah of cuz u wan lahz....

ask so many ppl le....make her so paiseh.....

ur skin too thick rite....her's not as thick as urs kz....

haiz....i relli dunno wad u're up to lorz....

anyone can jio her.....u're not the only one who can jio her....

and bloody hell u got guts not.....

call ppl spy on her.... who da hell do you think you are.....

u offend alot of my frenz le lorz....

irritating!!!! bloody helll.....

we jux dun wana take action is cuz we c u small horz....

haiz...sorry ppl....let you read such an ugly entry....i jux had to let it out somewhere.... i cant keep it to myself anymore....life sux....haiz..... dun worry no names mentioned...ur identities are sealed....and no one noes abt who i'm toking abt.....

2004-10-22T18:58:00.000+08:00

DA ZOO

woke up w dis stupid headache and a very bad throat. sheesh. i'm going to malaysia and dis stupid thingy. argh! ]prays to get better b4 1 Nov[

anyway went to sch @ 7 today. can u believe it??? 7 eleanor? 7?yeah!! i reached there at 7. i mean woah. the earliest i reached sch was like 7.15 or 7.10. so i guess u noe wads my latestest bahz. haha ]winkx[ haha.

hmmmm anyway we ] me nikki michelle dawei[ were suppose to meet miss sim @ 7

and i tot i was late! guess what! i was e earliest =Pp

man am i proud of myself haha.

we reached hougang sec at 7.30 and guess wad. we were made to wait till 8.20.

crappy huh. well we saw miss ling!!! yeah. she's retiring next year. and she loves it dere. i guess. anyway the ppl there are erm more disciplined den us.

expected. haha.

well we were at da zoo at 9.30. yeah. so we were on our journey. haha =Pp

we went to see da polar bears. omg arent they cute or are they cute? SHEBA e female one kept waving. so darn cute. den e guy. i forgot his name well wadever =Pp

he did a belly dance!! cute rite!!!now i regret not buying that polar bear toy.den e way sheba ate. omg so cute!! haha. relli. den we did those quiz thingys.

we cheated mostly. haha. w e help of e hs students.haha. well we went to all the places. well mostly. haha. we were caught in e stupid rain. well at least we were nt dat wet.

dw scared me w dat well. it was at dis romantic spot in e zoo. haha. the zoo had a very nice place for couples. and i din noe bout it. haha. well wadever. yeah he kept saying sadako and stuff. den suddenly he pointed at nth and tok abt e well @ dat instant i screamed. haha...nikki also. haha. i kept screaming today. stupid can!!

e first one was dat well. den e second one was cuz of a bird. haha. me and nikki screamed again. haha. paiseh can!! den dw was scared of us. say dun scream le cuz always suddenly scream. haha. there was once i got frightened cuz of dis noise den i quickly grab dw arm.. no choice horz. he beside me mahz. =Pp

den michelle got scared cuz of a baby. haha. den there was another time all three of us screamed cuz of the fish. there was dis gigantic fish.

although there are only 7 in e pond. there were huge. scary can.

e lagrest is 1.7m my height lehz!!! can u believe it. den wen the keeper fed it it jumped up.

all of us screamed. well nt dw. but he did jump.haha. anyway we din watch e shows.

we were suppose to but the teacher smsed us to go back and u noe wad e seats we were sitting on were wet.

but we were smart to use the bags provided. sat on it. my idea kz..

innovative rite. haha. buai ba!!

overall it was fun!

went back to HS at 3.30. frm there we walked to hougang point.

den nikki met her fren there. left us. so we went to walk to north 4.

michelle wanted to meet alvina. so at north 4 michelle left.

den dw sent me back sch. cuz i stay near dere. den dunno where he go . haha

din bother asking. too tired. yeah anyway dat all for today!! haha

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hey ppl i noe you're going thru a lot. well darlings u take care kz..

real sorry i cant always b there for u guys. i'm really sorry.

call me if u need me. sms me if u need me kz.

dun worry things are going to be okay.

dun get sick. relli ur health if far more impt.

to *** ur O's r cuming! she'll be fine.

u take care of urself. dun stress urself too much.

u've got 13 days left. so dun u get urself sick.

relli. u cant afford to be sick.

to my other darling. love ya.

take care kz. everythings going to be fine.

everything. dun think so much.

wadever dat is going to happen will happen.

accept wad happens. its a test frm God.

love u. i'll always make time for u. jux call.

lastly. darling. u were relli too rush.

now jux play by ear kz. cant hurt him de.

he loves u too much. try to direct ur feelings for him bahz.

if ahem is urs he will be urs kz.

we'll c abt it next year. jux dun break w the current cuz of him

not good k.

lac!!!!

love all of ya... take care!!!

2004-10-20T19:29:00.000+08:00

First of all do you noe the defination of LOVE? truthfully i dun think so......i mean its alright if you wana noe abt her and ask her friends....but the way you're doing things.......its simply too much.........dun u think u're over doing stuff......i mean u can ask her friends wad she likes and wad not.....but u cant expect us to give u a answer for every question you ask.......you oso SHD NOT fann us rite.....the one u like aint us.....its her......putting up such a good act infront of her wun help......dun forget we're her frenz...we'll tell her how we feel bout u......and somehow it'll affect her final decision...... if we cant get along w u....she'll lose us if u stead w her......i noe you wun noe dat i'm toking abt u....but sheesh i hope you do get it after reading this......i mean u cant be that dumb not to noe how to touch a gurl's heart....yeah it may be hard.....esp if jux treats u as a fren....but u shd resort to irritating her frenz and asking a whole bunch of ppl how to jio her.......i mean......MAN you're giving yourself a tittle already.....DESPERATE......i mean.....sheesh.....go get a life....... maybe u've pass the first test......for loving/liking her soooo long.......but maybe dats not wad she wants frm you........and if she has time and time again said she only treats you as a fren......i guess you shd give up.......but liew.....if you wana continue........please please......give me a break.........really......i've got my own probs.....i cant always be making time for you........and if you wana noe her more.......dun u think u shd find her more often instead of us.....i mean sheesh!!!!!!!!!
*note i'm not angry........i jux wana get this clear...

2004-10-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

i've been wanting to blog bout you....haha....i jux wana say thank you...for being there wen i needed you....thru out this whole exams....i've been freaking out so much dat everytime i fall i'll think of you....haha....and that you have helped me thru....you've helped me get back to my feet....haha...and nagged me to slp once it reached 1130....haha....welll....i just wana say thank you....for being there for me....you've always been there for me....wenever i needed you....ever since sec 2....everytime i had a prob....i wld jux turn to u....and you'll be there....i'm glad you're my fren....i'm assured that we'll be frenz forever...you've taught me so much.....and always cheering me up wen i'm down.....i dont noe wad wld have happened to me if it werent for u.....having a fren like you is like having an angel beside me....someone whom i can reach out to....who wld always lend me your shoulder wen i cry.....lolx....you've been there for me wen i was sad...happy....angry....and everything.....you've always got your way...haha...wen i'm happy...you'll always maintain it tat way...wen i'm sad....you'll cheer me up...and i dunno how you always do it....haha....wen i'm mad....pissed and wad so ever....calling you wld be like calling the doctor cuz i'll soon forget that i'm mad....you've helped me improved my suaning skills...but now its rusty....haha....got to call you more often....i think onli u noes dat i'm toking abt you....hahaa... but still i'm glad that i've met you...you're forever praising yourself...haha....and yeah i'll always rem that you're a call/sms away...haha....and you're making time for me....even thou u're bz....haha....anyway....this is jux to let you noe...that i'll cherish this friendship forever....now that i wun be seeing you already...will miss you man!!!

happy Birthday....Gong Gong!!!! hahaahaahaha like he'll read this......
happy birthday boy!!! Happy 14 Birthday...treat your dear as sweet as possible kkz....since you two diff sch....relationship very hard to maintain de.....haha....dun say i nv give you advice nia.....love you....muacks.....!!!!

2004-10-15T22:27:00.000+08:00

haha....damn bored....so decided to do this damn lame thingy....haha.....

Y 0 U
[ .01. ] first name: eLeaNoR
[ .02. ] middle name: liM
[ .03. ] last name:yI eN
[ .04. ] nickname(s): l0lxXx...l0tsSs....eLyE...pAnadol...eThAn0l (correct spelling not?? hee) eLephAnt....aBalone...e m0st fAm0uS oNe....BLUR.....i n0t h0rzzz....r3st cAnoT r3m le....haha.....
[ .05. ] gender: f3mAl3.....
[ .06. ] birthday: 23 nov1989
[ .07. ] height: 172
[ .08. ] hair color: erM....bLaCk...w bIt oF bRoWn...bUt nT obViouS...sAddeD....hA...[ .09. ] eye color: tHiNk hAz3l bRoWn bAhzZz..
[ .010. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: sPecS...
[ .011. ] do you have braces:nAhZz...sUppoSed t0...
[ .012. ] is your hair long or short: sh0ulDeR l3nGth
[ .013. ] where were you born: s'pore......Argh!!
[ .014. ] current location: h0m3 sweEt homE
[ .015. ] zodiac sign: SaGiTtariuS
[ .016. ] how many languages do you know: eNgLiSh...chiNeSe....hOkKiEn (bit onli)....mAlaY(bit onli)....cAnTo...hAinAn....
[ .017. ] what laungage do you want to learn: jAp...fRenCh....
[ .018. ] bad habits: slAckinG!!!!!
[ .019. ] piercing you have: eArs loRxx[ .020. ] piercing you want: aNother onE on my riGht eAr....hA
[ .021. ] tattoos you have: wAna gEt onE....buT moSt pRob Wun...sIanzzzz...
[ .023. ] today: fRiDaE...
[ .024. ] today's date: October 15, 2004
[ .025. ] the time: 11.16 pm
[ .026. ] ready for a bunch more questions: yEah...suPer b0Red....

F A M i L Y
[ .027. ] mother's name: sAndrA
[ .028. ] father's name: iVan
[ .029. ] brother's name: iAn
[ .030. ] sister's name: glAdyS
[ .031. ] favorite aunt: nAhz...n0ne
[ .032. ] favorite uncle: nAhzZz...
[ .033. ] favorite grandparent: hAhA....eZ....my grAndmas....bUt my m0m's sIDe moRe...[ .036. ] worst relative: dUn wAnA sAy....diA0z...
[ .037. ] best relative: mY cOusinS....thEir e bEx...[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: yEah....
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: guEss...my Mama bAhz...
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: nAhz...i wAn a DoG...
[ .041. ] what are their names: - - -
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: ---

S C H 0 0 L
[ .043. ] are you still in school: duh!
[ .044. ] did you drop out: NO
[ .045. ] current gpa: [shrug]
[ .046. ] favorite grade: sEc 2 and 1
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: diS yEar...
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: n/a
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: chinniah!!!!!shundarum!!!!! dunno who else...i noe got more
[ .050. ] favorite subject: gEog...hIst...eNg
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: cHi...mAth...sCieNce
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: bUy
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: nAhz
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: yEah....
[ .055. ] are/was you popular: [shrug] who cARes...
[ .056. ] favorite dance: hmmmmm
[ .057. ] favorite memory: l0lx...l0ts.....
[ .058. ] favorite memory you want to have: hAhA....dunNo
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: wUn Tell
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: eRm Ermmm

F A V 0 R i T E S
[ .061. ] number: 1123... 11...23....12...9...7....16
[ .062. ] letter:....
[ .063. ] shoes: hmmm.....l0ts loRz
[ .064. ] saying(s): diAoz...sIan....lac...huh....haha....lolx....
[ .065. ] TV show: l0tsxxx
[ .066. ] sport: bAdminTon....nEtbAll....
[ .067. ] vegetable: . . .
[ .068. ] fruit: strawberries....applEs....wAtermElon....
[ .069. ] movie: l0tx...
[ .070. ] magazine: 17....teEn...tEenaGe...mAny m0Re
[ .071. ] actor: [shrug]
[ .072. ] actress: I don't know
[ .073. ] candy: mEnTos...
[ .074. ] gum: gRape
[ .075. ] scent: bLue naVy's peRfuMe....maNy moRE....haha
[ .076. ] candy bar: cHocoLAte
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: vanilla and strawberry and chocolate
[ .078. ] color: bLuE....BlAck...WhiTe...
[ .079. ] Season: winter and summer
[ .080. ] holiday: Christmas!
[ .081. ] band: no preference
[ .082. ] singer: nahz.....
[ .083. ] group:???/
[ .084. ] rapper: nelly
[ .085. ] type of music: it depends on the song
[ .086. ] thing in your room: my Bed...haha
[ .087. ] place to be: beach....my faV spot...toWn....w mY FrenZ
[ .089. ] tv channel: 20
[ .090. ] junk food: Junk
[ .091. ] overall food: Jap & italian
[ .092. ] store: erm......e ones in wisma....wahahaha.....
[ .093. ] hangout: town!!!
[ .094. ] fast food: mac
[ .095. ] restaurant: Sakae......sushi tei.....california....secret recipies....many more
[ .096. ] shape: **sTArs**
[ .097. ] time of day: niTeX...
[ .098. ] country: dunno....
[ .099. ] state: other than California? nope, California rocks
[ .100. ] boys name: duno lehz...
[ .101. ] girls name: jeSlyn...
[ .102. ] mall: diaoz...toWn
[ .103. ] video game: maRio....
[ .104. ] shampoo: e duNno wAd gReen tEa arhz...
[ .105. ] board game: life
[ .106. ] computer game: The Sims 2
[ .107. ] car: sporsT..
[ .108. ] music video: nt sUre...
[ .109. ] swear word: damn
[ .110. ] word: word? i say alot of words, lol
[ .111. ] month: November
[ .112. ] cartoon character: winne the POOh....so cute...piGlet...many more...
[ .113. ] scary movie:............
[ .114. ] team:.................
[ .115. ] possession: i like everything i have
[ .116. ] eminem:...............
[ .117. ] dog: puppies! yay!
[ .118. ] hot: fire
[ .119. ] britney spears: her smile
[ .120. ] nsync: Justin
[ .121. ] real world: stage
[ .122. ] orange: orange
[ .123. ] choice: ???????
[ .124. ] fuck: chinniah!!! shundarum!!!!
[.125. ] bisexual: l0lxxx....bEttEr nT sAy lAHz...Ha
[ .126. ] black: me
[ .127. ] icp: ..
[ .128. ] insane clown posse: lame
[ .129. ] linkin park: their breaking the habit video
[ .130. ] jack: jack and jill went up the hill...haha
[ .131. ] rainbow: sumone...haha
[ .133. ] cucumber: food!!!
[ .134. ] shark: jaws!!!!
[ .135. ] lifehouse: lighT
[ .136. ] bat: caves
[ .137. ] leather: animalS
[ .138. ] whip: pain
[ .139. ] america: food
[ .140. ] water: lake....sea
[ .141. ] volcano:fire
[ .142. ] rock or rap: rap
[ .143. ] rock or pop: pop
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: r&b
[ .145. ] rock or metal: same same bahz
[ .146. ] rap or pop: dunno
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: r&b
[ .148. ] rap or metal: rap
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: r&b
[ .150. ] pop or metal: pop
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: r&b
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: Linkin Park
[ .153. ] tool or korn:huh????????
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: same thing
[ .155. ] hot or cold:cold
[ .156. ] winter or summer: both
[ .157. ] spring or fall: fall
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: britney
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: what's icp?
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: neither
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: neither
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: mtv
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: buffy
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: gilmore girls
[ .165. ] football or basketball: both...football!!!haha...sorry khai!!!!
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: winter
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: dunno
[ .168. ] rollerblading or skateboarding: rollerblading
[ .169. ] black or white: BLACK
[ .170. ] orange or red: both
[ .171. ] yellow or green: yellow
[ .172. ] purple or pink: both
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: neither
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: huh?
[ .175. ] inside or outside: both[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: alcohol
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell!!! duh!!!!
[ .178. ] pen or pencil:both can doodle can le
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: same same bahz
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: scooby
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: pokemon cuter!!!
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: star wars
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: BOTH
[ .184. ] prep or punk: hmmm
[ .185. ] slut or whore: what's the difference?
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: BOTH
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: dunno
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: dunno
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: [shrug]
[ .190. ] how many people have you liked: lolx....shhhhh
[ .191. ] who was your first crush: hmm...shhhhhhh hahahaa
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: dun wana say lahz...
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: 2
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: lolx dunno lehz...always...change de...
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: .........
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: nope
[ .197. ] please post it if you do: .........
[.198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: duh!
[ .199. ] please post it if you do: diaozzzz
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: more on pesonality
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: haha yeahz....
[ .202. ] are you still friends: nahz
[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: no
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: no
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: no
[ .206. ] how about a little x: no
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: no
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: good....haha
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: huh blurred
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: ----
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: liquor!!!!
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: i don't smoke
[ .213. ] have you ever drank Hpnotiq: no
[ .214. ] if yes, when was the last time you got some: n/a
W 0 U L D Y 0 U Ever???
[.215.] bungee jump: if i got the chance!!! yeah man
[.216. ] sky dive: given the chance haha YEAH
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: yeah
[ .218. ] scuba dive: yeah
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: already did it
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: NO
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: siao!!!
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no
[ .223. ] cross-dress: huh?????? blur
[ .224. ] lie to the police: noo[ .225. ] run from the police: lol no
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: everyone has lied to their parents at least once
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: diaozzzz
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: .........
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: yeahh....i'll let someone else pay...haahaa
[ .230. ] streak: no

Y 0 U R F R I E N D S
[ .231. ] best friends: my DArLingS
[ .232. ] known longest: ANGELINA....love ya!!!
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: haha dunno lehz....
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: my frenz
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: i don't count
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: jun yi!!! but he's okay
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: angelina
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': wan me be les arhz?[ .239. ] craziest: April!!!!RachEl!! wZ!!! jun yi!!!
[ .240. ] loudest: RACHEL!!!!
[ .241. ] shyest: sithara
[ .242. ] best hair: [shrug]
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: khai i guess...lots lahz...usually the guys...haha
[ .244. ] best eyes: i don't know
[ .243. ] best body: uh...
[ .246. ] most athletic: lots in my class....
[ .247. ] sex symbol:shant say...haha
[ .248. ] hot tempered: [shrug]
[ .249. ] most impatient: me
[ .250. ] shortest: tying ying
[ .251. ] tallest: peng leng bahz haha or issit arh nvm pl lahz
[ .252. ] talented: everyone
[ .253. ] best singer: shafiqah
[ .254. ] skinniest: lots of gurls......diaoz......
[ .255. ] nicest: dunno.....lotx bahz
[ .256. ] best personality: everyone!!!!!
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: ..........

HAVE Y0U EVER:
[ .258. ] flashed someone: lol, no
[ .259. ] told a person how you felt bout them: yeah
[ .260. ] been to michigan: huh.....nope......
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: before the great walls of changi yeah....
[ .263. ] skateboarded: no
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: lol, no
[ .265. ] stolen anything: no
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: haha nahz....i'm kind *wink*
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: literally: think no lahz....
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: nahz....i'm kind....did i mention dat?
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: no
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: nope
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: yeah
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: yeah
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision:nahz
[ .275. ] been to a concert: yeah
[ .276. ] been to another country: yeah
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: yeah
[ .278. ] got pulled over: no
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: almost...and lots
[ .280. ] broke a law: haahaa yeah
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: nahz
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: how sad, no
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: i think i did
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: no
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: nope
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways?: hahha....nahz....i think....haha
[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: okay lahz
[ .288. ] about boy bands: so on and off...esp dose taiwan ones
[ .289. ] about flag burning: terrorist!!! nazi!!!! hitler!!!!
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists:sad thing...haiz....
[ .291. ] about suicide: why mux they be so foolish.....God created them for a reason
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: ahem ahem ahem lorz!!!!!!!!!
.293. ] about abortion: you're killing a life...if u din wan a baby u shdnt have done it....and if u cldnt afford it at least give it up for adoption at least that baby has someone to be looked after
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: prefer metal....
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: nt sure...i dun think so far...
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: angelina?? khai??? nt sure le

W H A T D I D Y 0 U D 0
[ .297. ] last birthday: stayed home...din celebrate....maid went home wasnt allowed to go out sad rite.....
[ .298. ] yesterday: EXAM bloody hell....damn diff
[ .299. ] last weekend: muggin
[ .300. ] christmas: at my granduncle's place
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: ......
[ .302. ] new year's: home w my family....msging haha
[ .303. ] halloween: scaring ppl....hahah
[ .304. ] easter: nth
[ .305. ] valentine's day:lolx......shhhhhhhhhh

T H E L A S T
[ .306. ] thing you ate: dinner....
[ .307. ] thing you drank: water
[ .308. ] thing you wore: sch u lahz....
[ .309. ] place you went: j8
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: ear
[ .311. ] person you saw: my dad
[ .312. ] person you kissed: .....
[ .313. ] person you fxcked:no one....
[ .314. ] person you talked to: lay hoon and jun jun
[ .315. ] song you heard: dun cry
[ .316. ] what are you eating: nothing
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: nothing
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: shorts and tee
[ .319. ] any shoes on: nahz
[ .320. ] hat: no-_-""""""
[ .321. ] listening to: some hilary duff song
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: frenz
[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: nope
[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: no way i live to eat!!!
[ .325. ] do you like cows: diaozzz
[ .326. ] are you a bxtch: dunno lehz....
[ .327. ] are you artistic: okay lahz
[ .328. ] do you write poetry:seldom....
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: dun think so
[ .330. ] can you ski: no
[ .331. ] are you british: no
[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney:-_-"
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you:????????????
[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: nooooooooooooo so mean lorz....
[.335. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it:blurred
[ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'Alice in Wonderland?' :noooooooooooo
[ .337. ] are you straight: duh....hahahaa....
[ .338. ] are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicap: i could be heeee
[ .339. ] are you nice: not always.......haha
[ .340. ] are you naughty: lolx....do u wana noe.......hahaha......beter shhhhhhh
[ .341. ] are you short:...........no..............stupid lorz...........
[ .342. ] are you tall: diaoz.....lame lehz!!!!!!!!
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: nopesxxxxx
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: nopeeeee
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: yeah.....in my fantasy~
[ .346. ] are you evil : lolx....yeah!!!! very!!!!!
[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: no
[ .348. ] is britney a whore: [shrug]no............
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: lol, no erm...erm
[ .350. ] am i annoying you?:noooooooooooo
[ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: nope
[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: lol.. ohh yeah
[ .353. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: wahahahahahahah nahz.....
[ .354. ] this is over are you happy now hahah: hahaha....o man....at last....hahaha

2004-10-14T18:30:00.000+08:00

i've got to blog....and badly....

someone jux take a knife and stab it thru my heart plz!!!! i feel so useless...so damn stress....i'm not doing well...

heard from miss sim that all of us passed english....or was it only our report writting....o welll....i jux pray that i'll make it to sec 4E next year....so doubtful now.....

someone save me....God....where are you....i need you now.....i need you badly.....

anyway....tmr's the last paper....and the verdict will be out on monday...stupid school....you have those sec3's last year such an easy paper and ours is like hell...c'mon how many ppl do you wan to go to normal b4 u guys are happy....wanting to improve the standard of the school does not mean eliminating us into normal you noe....well i guess i'll never understand wad's on your mind....and i havent got any say....

she may seem to you to be a girl who's pretty on e inside and out...well let me just tell you that you should nv be decieved by one's looks....she looks fragile someone who's not cunning and evil....isnt she sly.....backstabbing ppl.....bootlicking teachers....trying to break ppl's friendship....i noe i'm not to say mean things about ppl....but this time i really got to let it all out.....i noe its sinful...God forgive me....

you noe you make me dispise you....you've been cheating ever since sec one....cant you jux depend on your own brains....i noe you english is wonderful and that it surpasses most of us....i'm not saying that you're being proud....but since your english is already so powerful why cant you jux work on other subjects and stop reducing to such a low way to make the grade to the next level....

i mean its not that bad that ppl cheat during tests than exams....c'mon face the fact even the weaker students in our class din reduce to cheating during an exam....they jux face the fact that they cant do it....they face up with reality trying to prove ppl wrong....they've been studying amazingly....so why cant you....i mean everyoe is going thru the same ordeal....well you got your deserts alright....we may have helped you pass sec 1 and 2 but dis time....you're on your own gal....no one's gonna help you dis time....you should know better.....well....i think i'll crap more another time.....

take care peeps....gals....you owe me neoprints.......!!!!!!!!!!!tmr k .....haha....tmr!!!!!!

2004-10-08T20:04:00.000+08:00

Start of exams
sian
Sick
________________

okay its the start of exams....whoooooo!!!!hahahaha so happy.....by friday next week i'm free!!!!
haha i'm really mad.....i'm always joking around wen i get to my seat b4 the exams....i mean its as thou e exams doesnt bother me at all.......hahaha....heck!!!
i'm sick!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............... =(
best thing is wen i came back frm town today walked home in the rain....sian!!!!!!!!hahaha....got damn wet......osos damn cold...went home shivering....sian!!!!

2004-10-01T22:09:00.000+08:00

Happy Children's Day!!!!
haha.... well all my seniors told me dat....i'm not a kid lorz.!!!! hahaha....nvm....den where are all my presents???????????hahahaha.....
okay i'll stop crapping and jux complain!!!!
1) we're gona change our school song!!!!
2) what's a survey for???? to express our opinions rite.....
3) EXAMS

firstly......we're gonna change our school song....wth.....first u changed our sch uniform...okay maybe dat aint that bad....den u made us move school....i mean yeah our old sch is so damn bloody old but i mean....haiz...so many memories....its so spacious....the school field...esp wen the sun sets....and that sec one camp dis yr....all the camp leaders lying on each other in the centre of the basketball courts....haha.....i'll nv forget those memories.....haiz...okay...so u made us move....den you changed our house names....to some sucky road names dat we dunno...okay apart frm kensington and i forgot.....well wadever it is.....why cant we stick to our present house names.... now you guys are goonna change our school song....hey hello!!! its short enuff and at least we're willing to mumble them.....

had assembly dat day...den there was dis guy asking us to fill in lame qs like....i wld contribute my_______ eileen said strength so the rest of us wrote that....den there was dis other qs dat was like wad u like bout ur sch....wanted to put nth but i was like nahz better not....so put frenz lorz....den the last qs was like wad we wished the sch had..... den yi ting went to put more CARING and HELPFUL teachers....haha....you go gurl....den suddenly cancel cuz scared kena...but i wrote.... had listened to their students advice more often.....read thru our feedback forms...bad horz...haha...dun care....

hmmm i shall stop here....the other two points....haha....leave it till another time....if i bother to update....

2004-09-21T19:50:00.000+08:00

i finally decided to blog...i'm going to be sick...or am i sick???? haha...lamex... miss sim got us children day pretx...lolx...so cute....i wanted to get the pig....but out of stock...]sadded[ nvm in the end i got the bird...wanted to get the frog de...but very common..haha....yupx...anyway...i tot the bird was a pig....diaozzzzzzzzzzz....

Exams coming....haiz.......scared........but i'm not doing anything bout it..........always no mood..........always tooooooo fannnnnnnnnnnnn to study.............. how??????????? sure die............i dun think i'll do well...i jux how dat i manage to pass and move on man....haiz...life sux...it relli does....haiz....okay dun wana tok abt it le...

take care!!!!!!! Good Luck ppl!!!!!! mux study kkz...dun be like me muahahahaah.....

2004-09-06T23:19:00.000+08:00

i wana run away....

i dun wana stay....

i wana slp....

i wana slp forever.....

i'm so sick....

so sick.....

2004-09-04T19:32:00.000+08:00

hmmm been a very long time since i blogged...well anyway i'm blogging now...hahaha..]lame[
haiz very stress...eoy comin le...gotta study...but...i'll still be online this hols cuz i got dis stupid history project... dunno if i'll be able to do...haha...nvm wen i start den say =P dat day wld most prob be the last day of the hol...hee.... arhzzz....i'm so very disappointed w my CA... haiz...]sad[

Flag Day
had flag day today....]wootz[ i sold 3 pages lehz...hahaha...its considered quite good...i din go slack....erm erm welll i did...went to long john with nikki, tze jian, da wei and daniel... den we saw johnathan, alan, michelle, joanne and alvina..went there slack till 3 den went to sell flags again...my tin was really heavy...haha...so proud of myself ]smiles[ but i feel kinda bad...i went at like 1.3o wen i was suppose to be there at 1....den i left at 4.45 when i was suppose to leave at 5....haha.... but the lady said my tin was real heavy...haha...so happy....den after dat went to Mos and slack...da wei and tze jian kept on wanting to slack while doing CIP....bt nikki kept scolding them...not say scold but nagged...lolx.... went to Mos but after 5 mins nikki ran away go meet her frenz...so i was left w the 2 of them...haha...but real funny lahz...enjoyed their company lots...

Love
i tink the cupid's back...in my sch at least....i've been hearing lots of love stories....love problems and so on....well wad a time....the exams are drawing near and the stupid cupid's back...cant it choose a much better time den dis?????well at least i think all of us are mature enuff to cope...haha...=P jux saw my frenz blog...and its bout regretting not telling her guy that she liked him...and now dat he's got a stead...haiz...happens sooo many times...too many times already....heard dis story thousands of times already...haiz...den there's ppl breaking up...the reason ]i lost feelings[ dun u think this is jux the lamest but yet most correct ans??? i dunno i jux think that its a reason is the most hurtful and most powerful one...but the most correct reason to use....i shant say more....

hmmmm i gtg already....bye...take care!!!! God bless....

2004-08-22T21:50:00.000+08:00

hmmmm today went to ngee ann poly....for dat history course....went there ytd oso....quite interesting....ppl there were great...yeah...but i msged most of the time....haha....very boring....cuz i went to those places already...but there were a few places dat i didnt go b4....and those places were interesting....o yeah learnt lots bout the Changi prison....gosh....so scary....i'll nv wana end up there man....eeeeeeeeee.......anyway it was really interesting....
got lots of tests coming up next week...crappy!!!!

2004-08-13T17:26:00.000+08:00

i wanted to blog last nite...but was on the phone most of the time...sch sux ytd...i knew it was going to be a bad day...and yeah it relli was really sucky...haiz...i was having such a tough time controlling my emotions...bleahz......why so emotional?????????????????
when it hit me...it was as thou someone jux stabbed me...went into the dental den i kept laughing so dat i cud prevent my tears...weeeeeeee i'm strong i din cry!!!!!!! haha...yeah but still very sad....waiting for the results now....i cant wait....i really cant...i wana noe NOW....okok...i got to be patient...i noe i noe...everyone's having their own set of problems....but lucky i got so many pillars dat are supporting me... haha...i'm so blessed cuz i have darlings like you....love all of you...*muacks* hahaahaha...
today kena scold by mdm loh...den had surprise test...i gonna die lorz...hahaha...tj oso...wweeeeeee we gonna die together....sian lahz...he going off liao...monday go...den no one to tok to me lorz....very sian lorz....heng i still got alan and michelle...but i dun wan move infront lehz.... haha....nvm alan confirm turn back one....:P okay i will onli miss tj for lessons in the home room heck i'll still miss him...haha...den nikki lehz...my darling....gonna miss her lor...she wun be online no one to tok to...gonna miss her too...khad going oso....gonna die during geog...no one to tok to again...my darling oso liew...gonna miss her...sian lorz...ahhhhh.....ss will be the same i guess...haha...i duno lahz...onli noe i gonna miss them so badly....its gonna be so damn sian....lolx nvm...haha...
lost in dark depression
not knowing where to turn
i opened the window to my soul
to see what i could learn
i swept up the depression
scrubbed the saddness and the hurt
put it all in trash bags
and set it by the curb
i found it stashed by the corner
tucked high upon a shelf
a treasure chest dat contained u
that i knew wld be in my memory forever
i knew we were frenz forever
because we braved everthing together
and the light keeps on shining
i'll be there for you wenever u need me
and that's my promise....
i'll nv forget u....

2004-08-11T18:34:00.000+08:00

School was okay today...kept yawning this morning...geog test was okay...maybe i'll pass...but most prob its jux pass...i din really study...but amazingly i wrote alot...khad gave me those "how come u write so much??" kind of look...haha...but i din bother replying i jux gave a damn sleepy look...damn tired...wen i was going thru the notes this morning nth went in...and i thought i was gonna fail...dunno if i wud...got back accounts paper...bleahz...jux pass...okay lahz...since i din do the whole exercise for depreciation...and all those straight line method thingy...haha...alot of ppl all taiko pass...and scored very well...haha...i used every possible chance to slp...haha...i kept yawning den my eyes kept closing...haiz!!! i felt like a zombie today...so dead!!!
i'm gonna miss all my darlings next mon...haiz...half the class will be gone...i wud be going oso if onli i din have that stupid stupid illness...haiz...so sad can!!! wana cry...yeah anyway i'm gonna miss all of u lorz...nikki [ darling ] akram, khad [ darling ] yong xian [bro aka darling ] joel, karthick, nurain [darling ]...erm i forgot who else going...but mostly oso darlings man!!! gonna miss them!!! ONE WEKK ONE WHOLE WEEK....gonna die of boredom in class liao...esp since tje jen...haiz...he go liao no one to pei wo during math...gonna die of boredom lorz...arhhz...gonna miss all of them...sian all my buddies lorz...*sob sob sob sob* : (
yupx...so i'm gonna die of boredom next whole week...nvm i'll go jio ppl go out if i got the time...wahahaha...i hope i dun needa stay back lorz....bleahz i forgot got BAND....this whole week no band...better still...less stress...yeah...so i've got to pass everything to my darling junior lorz...darling u gota suffer worx...wahaha...nvm....i've been taking the wrap for you soooooooo many thimes liao...okay lahz...i sign off bahz...take care pplz...wahahaha.....

2004-08-09T20:19:00.000+08:00

so sian can!!!!!!! was at home the whole day...sadded...cud have gone out budden i kinda pang sei my fren...haha...told him my dad dun allow me go out...wahahaha...bad rite...budden i had my reasons k...u shd noe it horz...wahahahahaah....
i was rotting at home...can cry...kept slacking...i think i've put on a few more kgs lorz...haha...nvm heck...i kept going to the kitchen...damn stupid...my mom not at home den no food sia...can die lorz...reli cannot live w/o her...no food no freedom...kena pick by my dad the whole time...
i wake up rite...den tio scolding liao...sheesh...den all the way indirectly say me...damn freaking irritating...kinda regret nv go out...den i oso lazy go jio my frenz...haha...sian lorz...weeee my mama coming back...so happy...
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh boreddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-08-03T19:49:00.000+08:00

wahahaahaha....i've finally decided to blog...national day is coming...i'm dreading it!!! the EV teams are gone...and the teachers have finally stopped pms-ing...anyway soo happy Sapphire beat Topaz...why didnt mr wee put the joker at our side...
there's trouble about the MC thing for national day...maybe they're gonna change the MC or smth like that...but if they dont i think it will kinda suck...secondly there are many ppl out there who hates her...fancy making up such a lame rumour...dont know if she really did...but if its true...man dats low...really low..
miss tan wants us to wear this super lame uniform for national day...gosh...if we really do we're gonna look like nerds...plus my t-shirt is super big...i jux dont get it...that shirt doesnt match w our band skirt...i mean i'm not insulting her but......it relli does sux...i'm suppose to bring my uniform tmr so that miss tan will c...jas Lh ravi zul brought theirs already and kept it in the band room...but i forgot bout it..wahahaa...nvm tmr say forget den dun need wear...haha...
i failed phy...lolx expected...i din study and i rushed thru it to slp...was so damn tired...ahhh...i'm gonna die...i think i've slacked too much this time...i gota be a good gurl and pay attention in class...do my homework and all...but i really cant bring myself to it...arhhh...die die die...
double die....i no money!!!!!wana cry......wahahaahahaha....means this whole week cannot eat liao...ahhhhhhh....die........hahahaah...nvm i'll survive....=P

2004-07-27T22:38:00.000+08:00

heyz heyz...hmmmm....had english today...yup...so fun!!!! got to draw!!!haha...miss sim thought i was from art...haha...so happy...but kinda regret taking hist...why cant we take both???nvm life is bout sacrificing...haha...yup...anyway it was fun drawing...haha...although i drew crap...saw wah ju's drawings today...from art class..haiz...so nice...i like the fountain she drew...soooo nice...
borrow a CD from miss sim today...not as nice as i expected it to be...haha...nvm lahz...haha...
had social studies today...u dun always pick on my friends lorz...stare stare stare...really AP...call people cheap and stuff..you want to scold us scold lahz...dont need say ppl family right...u like 31 so much arhz...they score so well oso cuz we tell them question....always make us the first class to take...if we the second or third class we would be scoring A plus...and if you would be fair and give us extra time...give 31 and 32 den dont give us...come in our class late...of cuz we do badly lahz...anyway i shant crap about it...
my teachers are making a big hoo ha the EV thingy...yeah anyway we dont really care...wahahahaha....you think you can transform our school to RI issit...fat hope lahz...hahaa...really...no kidding....we will still litter and all....so good luck...hahahaha...you guys need lots of it...
tmr netball match...wahahaha so scared...2nd team playing...i wana watch....but i got band...crap...so sad...wanana cry....hmmm today stayed back to play netball till tiko lee chase us home...hmmm i gtg...dad scolding...kk byez....

2004-07-23T23:58:00.000+08:00

had morning call today...but also no use...my friend had to msg me after the call to wake me up...lolx...such a pig man...but i'm tired...haha...yeah i wasnt late for school...so good horz...haha..
-in school-
lolx...my dear partner nv come...haha...she told me yesterday that she wasnt coming...so at least i was mentally prepared...yeah...but i went to my post late...not my fault...went to help teacher do stuff...yeah but later on jasmine and ai qin came over to help me....more of accompany me...haha...anyway...Mdm loh din come today...waste my time bring math tb...so we had to do this exam paper...but in the end we spent like most of our time talking...haha...den we had chinese...shdnt bring my chinese tb too...had this crappy test...haha...gonna fail...so i brought all my books for nth...slacked through accounts...wasnt listening...i was barely awake...i kept falling asleep...haha...got so many tests next week...so sad...hai...nvm...can de...mux study...
-matches-
haha...sapphire won all four matches!!!!so happy...yup ruby second...may sapphire be champ overall again...soccer boys...mux win k...so thats about it i guess..haha..
-EV meeting-
supposed to meet chinniah and tiko lee after sch...but i totally forgot about it...arhz well too bad...haha...who cares...expect me to memorise all those stupid stuff....haha...nvm i dun care...lolx...i really cant be bothered...there are just too many things on my mind...

i shall end here...blog more tmr...vry tired...nitex

2004-07-22T22:43:00.000+08:00

its not how close or far we are

but its how much we value each other

for me you're heavens gift....

2004-07-20T21:45:00.000+08:00

*yawn* very tired...i wana slp...today no one lend me their shoulder...*sob sob*haha...okay joking...but real tired today...although i woke up kinda late...its more of getting out of bed late...heee*blushes*
_overview_
lots of things happened today... had chinese first thing in the morning...and it sucked...spoiled my mood...but i was cheery throughout the whole day...dunno why oso...haha...nvm...happy can already...why question so much rite..pon netball prac today...Rafidah din scold or beat me up...she jux shouted...haha...nt bad...i was expecting more...lolx =P...anyway sch was boring today...slacked all the way...chinese sucked...okay i just said that...nvm...it sucked...den we had hist...went to the library for hist instead of homeroom...so i kinda slpt...cuz my back was facing him due to the sitting arrangement...slp slp slp...hee...den had ss after dat...Wow!!! another slping period...but cant...so doodled all the way...Chiniah sick!!!wootx...change my seat lahz...retribuition...heee...i have no idea wad she's teaching now...gosh...yup so had recess...spent that time sleeping while the rest of them ate...see them eat make me so hungry =(... den geog...den phy...Mdm Ong din come so spent that time doing geog hw...but the guys most of them helped wah ju look for her bag...yeah she lost it...so we spent eng as reading time...lolx...
-lost of school bag-
wah ju lost her school bag today...gosh poor gal...but i dun understand why wld anyone take her bag...sheesh...nvm...dun take my bag can liao...okok..i noe i'm mean...heee...*wadever*but yeah someone hid her bag in the gurls toilet...jux dun understand why din they check all the toilets in the first place...and wen i say check i mean thoroughly...okay nvm...lesson learnt...wen u lose smth really look around...dun jux assume...wadever...i dunno wad crap i jux said...yeah but poor thing...dunno who she offend man...lesson learnt 2) wan to offend ppl make sure u got back up...haha...jk jk
-racial harmony funfare-
lame...nvm...get to skip class...cool huh...haha...but got maths!!!!die lahz...haha...nvm nvm...i will survive!!!!heee....ppl come support band and prefect k...although ex abit lahz...haha...truthfully i think band may suffer a loss...hmmm we shall see...we shall see...hahahahaha....
i think rite...i kena MC for national day...wah i dont want can...count me out lorz...i'm gonna back out...dont care man...hahaha...yesh...i will give chance to ppl who wants it....seee sooooo goood....k la crap...haha...=P
-love-
will love last forever??? everyone has to move on...but what if you cant let go of the past??? why want something that you wont have???people say expressing your love may lead you to ur happiness....but tell me...which relationship would not have its bitterness??? *ponders*dont you think that in relationships...when its in the beginning and it sux after a while its a bliss...but wen you jux got into a relationship and you're like in wonderland...it'll land you to doomsland...i dont know...someone enlighten me man...hahaha...but why think so much...nvm its good to be curious bout stuff...haha...yeah i know...being curious about the wront stuff aint good...haha...its over...........you're gone........i'm torn.........
yup yup...so thats about it i guess...i think...hmm shd be...i shall update tmr i think...wow wad a long a entry...mux have bore u guys by now...if you have finished reading my entry...wow congrats...haha...k k ...me go liao...dun bore u guys le...nitex...

2004-07-17T23:36:00.000+08:00

Forever is how long I'm going to love you

Its a word to know how long I'll care

Beyond every season

Past every sunshine

Each moment of my life

In whatever tomorrow holds

You will be held by me

Warm within my heart

Sweetest of all memories

Forever is for always

Through whatever comes along

2004-07-15T16:36:00.000+08:00

Everyone's Sick
WOW EVERYONE'S SICK...HAHA...its really scaring Mdm Loh...haha...everyone's sniffing and coughing...so get well guys...*including me*...okay why am i telling myself that??haha lame!!!anyway you people better get well okay...its not nice being sick...it sucks...and those who are NOT in my class or NOT in my school you guys take care too...think that stupid haze is coming back or smth...

MOE Interview
Got chosen for some dumb interview...Got to learn my school's mission vision and so on...gosh i dont even know...okay i always mix up the mission wad learn to love and love to care??? is that it????hee i dont know...nvm i'll go memorise it by tmr...in case they come tomorrow or something...joel told me that jayasri and faezah told him that its tomorrow...so anyone who knows please msg me okay...=p trust me to care bout this type of things...gosh...i'm not doing my duty as a "guai kia"!!!! okay lame!!!Got to meet that stupid pervert tomorrow after school...sheesh!!!so hairy!!!haha...so sway dunno which teacher went to sabo me...put me under sports leader and prefect...wah sian lorz...lolx...okay i shant complain...hahaha...=P

National Day
Me and another 18 peeps are in charge of National Day this year...lolx...yeah but me and another 10 members are the main...haha...lame lorz...never mind...yeah we thoght of break dancing... but we did it last yr the rap cum breakdance...the rap was boring...wad one two buckle my shoes thing...haha..but the break dance was nice...haha...yeah not sure whats gonna happen...Senneth aka Mr Ee will tell us what to do tomorrow...yeah...that leadership course thing...so got to stay back till 5.30???they sure make us stay back longer de...so i cant go for the floorball match...if can i sure go one...can c handsome guys...lolx joking lahz...go there support Sapphire!!!

Tests
let me think...hmmm stress??????haha...yeah...okay lame...wen there's test or not i'm bound to have stress...why?????cuz of alot of things...ahz....i shant be moody...i passed my history test surprisingly...haha..i din study at all man...so happy!!! but got to go for his extra lessons thing...dunno wad crap lahz...had geog and POA confirm fail liao lahz...haha...nvm..its okay...den i had SS today...crap dat woman lahz...give us so lil time den give 32 31 so much time...BAD LORZ...toot man... change my seat put me between so many guys...if i fail arhz...i find YOU arhz..got chinese tmr some book review shang xin de shuai...nvm tmr go sch play tikam...haha...

Band
not having band for one whole week is really great and i'm loving it...got to go band on sat thou...go there for some dumb celebration...i know what they order liao...so cheapskate lorz...i dun mind not going...sian...nvm i shall go...hahaahahahah...sian sian sian...
_______________________________________________________________________________________

so confuse...
i wish you're here with me
to lend me your shoulder to lean on
i just want to be with you...
only you...
my mind's in a whirl...
i need you to be my listening ear...
missing you...

2004-07-11T13:52:00.000+08:00

Sick Sick Sick...???Stress???

Intro
I'm sick AGAIN...gosh am i WEAK....this is the first year in all my life have i've been so sick...i'm still very very tired...i feel like sleeping...but cant...got lots of hw to catch up on...esp maths...dunno who(actually i know lahz...dun wana say...see i soo good no names mentioned bleahz crap haha) went to tell Mdm loh all the sums Mr Tan asked us to do during her ahsence...so gotta do...yeah den there's Siva Balan's hist to do...if not gotta stay back...which i kinda am planning too...cause he's expectations of taking notes is always eiher too little or too much...really dont know what he wants...he doesnt wan it to be too wordy...but he doesnt want to lil of it...but i like the way he teahes hist...at least his better den the rest...okay so much abt work..i can go on u noe...but i dont wana bore u guys...haha

yesterdat...Speech...Flag Day...
soo tired...i lost my voice on i think ytd or was it the day b4...anyway i'm having a really bad sore throat and running nose...so sad noe...my nose always wan run away one...haiz...anyway its okay...i'll be fine...cuz God's with me...haha...anyway i woke up at 5.40 or was it 5.30???arhz nvm yeah den went to blk 109 to meet yi jun & jes...but they were LATE...yar i first time on the dote come lehz...so good nv late one...den later lay hoon called ask me go blk 107 the coffee shop cause she was there...yeah...we werent late for fall in...yeah...but ah well...Speech Day was great...haha...at least i kinda enjoyed it...yeah den had flag day later on...ohh was it fun...haha...walked the whole of TPY...yeah yeah...to me my bag very lil money...but it was heavy haha...i din get much money during the first part kena reject by alot of people...den later got alot liao...haha...some gave me notes...wah so generous...haha...yeah i kinda learnt a thing or two frm this CIP/NYAA thing...haha... anyway yeah covered another 4 hours already...weeeeee...yups so like dat lahz...i think thats all for today...hee hee...

Feeling: so confuse...haiz...

2004-07-08T18:32:00.000+08:00

lolx...i've finally decided to blog again...haha...yup...*welcomes myself back* hee...well Mdm Loh's back!!!erm Hooray???haha...okay at least she's okay now...yups...but she's got loads of work to clear...we din have maths with her today...haha..she kept talking and talking...haha...for the first time she actually joked around more often den usual...which i truly enjoyed...lolx...so funny...yeah and she talked about morales and all...haha...the usual...yeps...
and all the tests this week has been postponed to next week...so ermm...wad can i say...i'll die of stress next week...haha...of cuz i wont...lolx i'm crapping alot today...but nvm...i like...haha...Miss Chee crapped alot ytd...abt our class not performing...i dont hear u scolding 31 wen they dont pass up their assignments so why did u have to scold us for one whole period...okay more or less one period...anyway heck...walked passed her today and she was expecting us to greet her...haha...feel so bad...haha...i din see her thats why...so not my fault...*winks* okay crap...haha...man am i crappy??argh...had accounts today...and for the first time i understood what she was teaching cept for the last part...but nvm...hee...i'll get the hang of it...ermmm i think...o yeah...had PE today...so cold...haha...din noe where Mr Tan went...so all of us sat inside the hall and slacked...watched the sec 1s & 2s play floorball...the guys were playing with them oso...haha...they were so cute...i mean my class guys...they were treating the floorball as a soccer ball...haha...the gurls more or less slacked...alot...used that time to finish up eng...haha...c i so clever...noe how to make use of time...haha...yeah
yeah so thats that...i think...o yeah...gonna have speech day on Sat...gonna be so tired...got to wake up early...bleah...sure cannot wake up...haha...den mux wear full U...very hot noe....haha...den later have to go do flag day...31 can go to town sia....its not fair...i just dont understand why 31 always get privileges...it aint fair...o well...in this world what's fair?????haha...okay i shant crap anymore...byezzzz

2004-07-04T22:57:00.000+08:00

*tired* woke up at 6 today man...so early....its a Sunday and i dun even wake up that early one weekdays...such a pig i noe...lolx...everyone was like okay we meet tmr 7.30 at the amphitheatre...and i was erm amazingly the first to reach...lolx...yup...luckily alvin came like jux a few mins after i came...hee...den he pei-ed me till fariza came...we were like throwing darts on the board before yi ting arrived...haha...her game mahz...let her see sure kena scolding...yep...
it was nine and ppl were already waiting for my stall to open...that guy nv even give out the tickets how to open...but anyway when the thing officially open...man was i tired...GOSH...we had to run after the balls and all...then some of the men so scary...throw till so damn rough and the cans were like flying off the table...at first me and jes were like so damn scared we will be hit by it...lolx...damn funny...i kena hit by the ball so many times...dina dun anyhow throw sia...always hit my stomach de...haha...nvm lahz...c ur ahem there i diam...haha...yeah her whole family came lehz...haha...so fun...den her second bro kept bullying cum play with me...haha...aka froggy...haha...her sis aka SMY oso there...o yeah her first bro came too but erm was later den the rest...her dad so very fit can...anyway we were very very tired when it all ended at 3...yup...haha...lay hoon couldnt sell all the ice cream...haha...Ed u not enuff charm lahz...haha...before the fair start hao lian so much...haha....
so after the fair we went to macs...but Lay Hoon like moody moody one...Des accompanied her to buy some band thing...poor gurl...yup...so after macs jon and the rest wanted to play block catching...but me fariza yi jun and jes too tired to play liao...we whole day catch those tennis balls...haha...took 315 home...den while walking home kept yawning...haha...went home like some dead zombie...haha...went to bathe den slept till 9 and wen i woke up i tot it was monday...haha...yeah my mom tired waking me up...but too tired to eat dinner...actually its like no mood eat...haha...yep yep...i'm soo looking forward to OBS haha...but wen will dat be...arhhzzz...aug lorz..haha..and i will be missing one week of school...yeah!!! haha...but not good...i this term miss out alot of lessons due to band and all...arhzzzzzz....anyway i'm gonna slp sooon bahzzz...such a pig...*oink* ahah...lame...anyway tata...

2004-07-01T20:53:00.000+08:00

*yawn*i kept yawning today...i kept falling asleep during SS...lolx...teacher din noe...yeah den after dat had PE...took height and weight...haiz...i put on weight...sian...my height remain...170...den maths...din really pay attention...jun yi was slping beside me...and nurain got pissed by TJ...he kept staring at her and stuff trying to attract her attention...lolx dunno if he like her...there's a possibility...yeah den after recess khad got so damn angry with jays...ha she deserve it lorz...wan backstab horz dun anyhow lehz...dun forget lorz most of us gonna support khad lorz...cry infront of siva lahz...u think we scared arhz...u got siva we got other teachers k...u wan teacher back u up horz...u better think twice...cuz u are in the wrong lorz...wan break ppl apart...
damn mother so noisy now...wan scold my bro oso go room scold lahz...talk so loudly...liew...so damn tired...k think thats abt all for now lahz...so damn noisy...

2004-06-30T21:07:00.000+08:00

haiz...real tired...damn crappy lorz...today is really not my day...haiz...woke up late today and was late for prefects meeting...yeah...luckily the teacher never scold...haha...yeah...had POA today...then that kong make me sit infront...liew what i do man...PMS again lorz...me jun yi michelle and haikal had to change our seats...yeah...anyway heck...the next POa lesson i'll switch back to my old seat...haha...went off at 10...the canteen so crowded man...full of sec 1's and sec 2's...was so hungry man...den in the end had to settle for a burger...haha...finally spoke to my dear 15 guys...dun really spend much time with them now adays...miss them so much...one really cute bunch...yeah...but they always bully me de...i think they took 2 bucks frm me...arhz...heck...
yeah had our performance today...my mouth hurts...haiz...i kept on shivering in the band room...so crappy...den mr ong checked most of our playing and stuff...it was like survivor...those who could play properly could stay inside...lolx...yeah only the tenor saxaphones, trombones, baritones and i think bass...yeah...o yeah ramdan and christina stayed on...the only ones from their section...yeah...most liked the first song only...haha...hated can you feel the love tonight...so boring...yeah gum leaf rag oso...no thrill one...haha...yeah...miss tan kept saying we were very good and all...crap lahz...haha...say can join SSO...haha...den later on went to eat lunch with jonathan, khairul, manosh, syazwan, sophal, yi jun and lay hoon...so sick of that coffee shop...haha...but no choice thats the only coffe shop that sells malay food...yeah...din feel like eating but forced myself to eat cause later sure hungry one...haha...went back for band at 3 for the stupid speech day rehearsal...waste time carrying the instruments up and down...first when we went there to report they told us to carry our instruments down to the band room which was on the first floor...then when we reach the band room they asked us to carry it back to the hall which was on the third level...damn crappy lorz..den my section so many ppl not present due to the rehearsal for prize winners...had to carry to tenors so heavy...but luckily khai helped me...hee...yeah den we had to stand outside the hall and wait for the wu shu and dance to finish...the crappy thing is that on the actual day we cant look into the hall...so today we oso cant look inside...but we din really bother...i memorised the dance steps for their dance already...haha...watch a few more times i can remember the whole dance liao...they changed our whole repertoire...which totally sux...i was almost half dead when band ended which was 5.30...damn crappy...felt so sick...my frenz tot i could faint any min cuz i looked so damn pale...haha...
anyway after band went to toa payoh cuz i need to go buy stuff for the fair on sunday...damn crappy lorz..this sunday the fair yesterday then tell us need to prepare...then i everyday oso stay back till so late...go home so damn tired...haiz...stress...anyway yeah when i reached there POPULAR was close...it closed at 4 cuz of some anniversary thing...so unlucky man...felt so bad that Fariza and Nikki had to accompany me there...den walked the whole of toa payoh hoping to find some kind of shop that would sell decoratives but to no avail...haiz...reached home at 7.30 and so damn tired...

2004-06-29T23:12:00.000+08:00

wow mass black out...and i'm one of the lucky ones that did not kena...haha...anyway yeah...got lots of calls and stuff...alot of people around me kena...lolx...it was some disruption about the Indon gas from Indonesia...yeah i can leave class at 10 tmr...haha...but my mouth hurts real bad...my lips are so damn red now...arhz...pain...*sob*

June babies
happy birthday to u guys
12th-lay hoon 13th-Edward 20th-kimberly 27th-Isaiah 28th-Jonathan 29th-Lavanya

2004-06-28T22:20:00.000+08:00

back to school...and yes its a new start...damn crappy...couldnt wake up this morning...haha...was really full when i woke up dont know why...then when i was stepping out of my house...i suddenly very hungry...wad crap man...anyway...i tahan till recess...then recess time keep finding people then never eat...haha...yeah crap...den mr siva initially din wana let me go off at 1...crap say the letter fake and all...haha...still have to c him tmr for hist...sian...nvm after tmr i wont have to see him anymore...o yeah...history was boring...he gave us disks and asked us to watch those crappy videos...lucky i managed to go off at 1...haha...and yeah...one more thing...all my classes on the 2nd level has changed to the fourth...damn...and the locations of the classrooms has changed...and none of us took them done...haha...so we end up going to the old homerooms of the subject teahers...the worst one was during MT...we waited outside the classroom for damn long...haha...den the teacher came down to find us...haha...history too...but we din wait for long...we just got there and saw mr siva...haha...those tech classes dont needa move around...very mean lehz...they should be the ones moving what...so little tech classes....ask them stay put in one class then our classrooms all change liao...very blur lehz...nvm we waste time finding the classrooms so dont blame us if we come in late...haha...
yup...i finished doing my history project yesterday...haha...fast huh...two in one day...haha...break record...haha...have not done my geog...well dat can wait till ermm ermm *thinks* o yeah wed... so tmr den do bahz...haahaa....Accounts also can wait till then...maths can wait till next week...cuz mdm loh wont be back till den ...poor thing...she's having a high fever...yeah...nicholas also sick...but dont know what happen to him...PY din come today...visited her after rehearsal...okay i went off early 5.30...haha...reached home at 7.20...arhz...damn tired...gosh...and i got to wake up early tmr thanks to some crappy prefects meeting...must be wan check our attire lahz...and change of duty...sian...i dun wan do canteen duty during recess...i wana do partrolling...like dat can slack...haha...anyway...i got to go already...

2004-06-26T22:36:00.000+08:00

School's gonna reopen on Mon...dreading it...got to face those teachers again...i've not finish my holiday assingments...i've got 2 history project not done...geog,poa and maths too...the only assingment that i've finished is my phy...lolx...gonna die when i go back...got rehearsal for speech day issit speech day...ahh well...some kind of rehearsal on mon...crap...

2004-06-22T22:18:00.000+08:00

Sick and tired
I'm so sick of band...not that i hate music...i just hate the way it works..life really is a stage...and we put on a mask everyday to school/work...well at least this is how it is in my school...or the way i feel my school works...you never know when someone backstabbed you...one minute you're frenz and the next you're not...if we put on our mask everyday what type of person will be eventually be?? the mask you're wearing???I'm so sick and tired of being pushed around in band...
I've not really enjoyed my hols...i go back to school almost everyday...for the past 3 weeks..the first two weeks were either band or tutorial...the 3rd was mainly band practices and now the fourth...i've not finish my homework...and now i'm rushing to finish off my band work..crap...i'm not sure if i'll be ready for the new term...i'm really afraid...i've got to maintain my standard in class...i dont think i'll be able to slack as much as before...haiz...

2004-06-20T23:57:00.000+08:00

Changed blogskin again...the last one had some probs...yeah...so tired...gotta slp soon if not i wun be able to wake up tmr...got to meet lay hoon and yi jun at Mac's tmr for breakfast...o yeah...and got to buy breakfast for Edward and Peng Leng...sianx...Got band tomorrow...argh...BAND BAND BAND....it has taken up so much time...anyway...yeah i'm sick...bleah...o yeah...ppl...the rumour bout yi jun and peng leng is fake...maybe will become real one day...but i really doubt so...haha...although peng leng got i think everything that yi jun wants in a guy...haha...but peng leng likes older gurls...so very hard to tell...anyway they arent steady k...
o yeah...crapped with Edward and Daniel this afternoon...lolx...so fun...both of them acting gay and all...then debating about the best class...dumb...but we had to entertain ourselves...yeah...23 still rox k...haha...yup...gotta go...byezzz...

2004-06-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

updates on camp
haha it was fun...okay kinda...too bad i din really spend much time with my group...haha...always away...pity my dear assistant...haha...okok...must really thank you...you make a very good assistant...sorry arhz...always kena sabo...haha need do my job...but u really did a good job lahz...i'm just blessed with such good assistants...but after doing so much of my work wanted to take revenge rite...pour water on me...haha...one pail...you think i dunno arhz...Chee Boon oso...you and Zhi Jie damn good horz...each one one pail...nvm lahz...i oso took my revenge lahz...haha...the worse one was jon and lay hoon and yi jun...i think got more lahz...must be...not wet one come attack me...haha...anyway it was fun lahz...took my "revenge" on all of you...haha...
lay hoon's bdae
haha...15 liao...still act like kid...girl grow up lahz...must suan you...if not arhz...i'm letting our whole grp down...haha...too bad only the 3 of us...budden oso very fun lahz...haha...walk until leg pain...haha...o yeah did i mention we spent like so much till i think we all went home almost broke...haha...went to pasta cafe for our so called lunch...den later for dinner...secret recipe...haha...she eat her dinner till can die...haha...drink soo much water...haha...but the tom yam was so hot...really...haha...but dunno how yi jun managed to finish it all up...haha...yeah den went to slack and all...went home at like 9 plus...haha...

2004-06-08T22:07:00.000+08:00

sooo tired...argh...crap...gota go for camp tomorrow...so sad... so dreading it...didnt got for today's band meeting...hee...yeah so missed out on alot of stuff...ah well...i'll get to know everything by tomorrow...still haven't decide if i should go to band at 12 or 8 haha...promised jun yi to accompany him for eng remedial...cant believe i agreed...haiz...haha...nvm i get to skip band for a period of time...
and yeah this goes out to YOU!!! you suck big time...how can you jux play with her feelings...Gosh you sux...i shant say anymore before i really lose my temper... but if it werent for your size...i'd make sure i'd get even with you...Gosh...dun mess with my frenz man...ok ok...sorry...bit harsh there...sorry..you cant blame me can you...i mean if you know what's going on...haiz...dont say liao...anyway to the other party...good luck for your **...will pray for u k...
=(o_0)= :
Be civil to all
Sociable to many
Familar to few
Friend to one
Enemies to none...

2004-06-07T22:07:00.000+08:00

Lay Hoon's birthday's coming...Really dont know what to get her...haha...the best part is...I've got very lil money....Wont be using the com on Wed & Thurs...so sad....Got another band camp...so sick of camps already...this is like my 5th camp or issit 6th not sure...yeah...so tired...i'm not getting enough of sleep...how...ahhhhhhh...Ravi's sick...wonder if he would make it to camp...i only know that i'm grouped with Jon, Isaiah and Hua Zhen...yeah and they were like so unwilling to tell me the rest...O well...haha

=(>_<)= :It's much easier to turn friendship into love than love into friendship...(how true)

2004-06-04T23:05:00.000+08:00

Went to PS to watch Shrek 2 with Lay Hoon, Desmond and Khairul today after my Chem tutorial...Puss is so cute...Ah...Its eyes...Ah....Ha...okok I'll stop before I go gaga over it...Today's tutorial was fun...Miss Tan taught us to make crystals...Not sure if the one me and Alan make would turn out nice...*keeping my fingers crossed*And yeah before I forget...I highly recommend the waffles at Gelare...Its soo nice...I think I fell in love with it already...Then went to have dinner at Pasta Mania...So full...hee...
I've got to go to school tomorrow...Got duty...And its also my Doomsday...Really very scared...*keeping fingers crossed that my mom and dad wun at me*Haiz...Really very scared...Anyway what's the use right? What's done is done...I did my best...Okay not really my best...But yeah I did put in effort...haha...
To those who are having problems now...Take it easy guys...Don't worry so much...To someone in my class...Beauty is only skin deep...What really matters is what's within...And to another...You got to take care of your health...Really...Man I sound so naggy...But heck...
AND THIS GOES OUT SPECIALLY TO MY DEAREST BUDDY HAHA...FAEZAH!!!!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAL... YOU ROCK...(:
=(^_^)= :
Failing to express your love
Is a crime to your heart....

2004-06-02T12:31:00.000+08:00

I dont know what I'm feeling now....So confused...If Khairul's reading this he'd probably say that its normal...Well its not..boy...I'm not so blur already...Hee... I keep worrying bout someone(its not a guy...so Roy dont bother)...Wonder if she's okay...Just saw her yesterday...I know she was just putting up a front...She wasnt her usually self...Her heart and mind wasnt with her...Although my friends around me didnt notice it...I did...Am I being too sensitive? Well maybe I am...I dont know...
Got lots of homework and projects...haha...but finish physics already...haha...Got to go back for lots tutorial and band practices...haiz...Well it beats staying at home with nothing to do...haha...

Something meaningful:
To the world you might be just a person
But to someone else you might be his/her world...

2004-05-30T14:25:00.000+08:00

holidays = no holidays....haiz...got to go back to sch every other day...so sad...nvm will make time to go out...haha...jeslyn's going overseas...no one to pei wo go out liao...haiz...heng its last week of holidays if not...i die...haha...
band's gona have another camp....dont feel like going...but maybe i'll end up going...i dont know...haiz...dun wan blog anymore...sian..bye take care...

2004-05-21T17:05:00.000+08:00

school is so damn boring now...we have so many free periods...and its so damn boring...we are all expected to read and do self-studying...no card games allow and so on... haiz...i din do too well for my exam...sadded...i mean i din as well as i expected it to be...the papers were so damn difficult...gosh u can almost cry doing it...haha anyway whats done is done...yeah... o yeah congrats to ahem...finally found yourself another stead...haha...pro man you...haha...cannot blame lahz chio mahz....i gota go for this NYAA camp on mon be back by wed...gona miss my hp...not my com anymore since its not working...haha...o yeah had NAFA today...liew did so badly but dunno if can get gold lehz cuz of that stupid 2.4...o yeah to ahem lahz dun action lor u can do pull up good lahz but cannot do sbj wads the use...still laugh at ppl...plz lorz...wake up lahz...dun so action lorz...i now u fit lahz...but den dun need to laugh at ppl mahz...anyway u eng win me oso so what...dun sacarstic lorz...eng pro good lahz...you oral oso like shit one...and yeah dun make fun of those overweight gals lehz...bad lehz you... you think you so good looking arhz...plz look into the mirror k...

2004-05-15T19:54:00.000+08:00

yeah man...exams are finally over...but i dun think i'll do well man...the papers were like so damn tough...even if u study...i noe my hist results...i passed...yeah man...but it aint good at alll...but who cares already as long as i pass i'm satisfied...for this exam onli...haha...my com's spoilt and i can onli use the net wen i'm in my gran's house...hee yeah... sooo happy i can use the net here...anyway...i'm like so proud of myself...i learnt the steps to the dance in the movie honey...haha....onli one part of it...but yeah man i'm cool...okok i dun bhb but man soo happy...lol...yeah and i came up with much more dance steps...all thanks to the movie honey...so much inspiration frm dat movie...haha...o yeah saw huang zhi and chuan linn ytd...gosh i din even recognise u guys...u guys look so much diff frm last time and yeah they changed ALOT...u guys are like so much prettier...gosh so envious...haha...gota meet up w u 6C pals durin the hols man...i wana c how much u guys changed...gosh i relli miss u guys...o yeah went out ytd...feel so good been so long since i went out and hang...haha...met peng leng, yong xian, jun yi and jenny at 3.30...watched van helsing kinda cool haha...den made fun of jun yi after the movie..till he damn paiseh...JUN YI sniff sniff wana cry lehz...how...haha...o yeah and i finally found out peng leng got relli good appetite...the 5 of us were like waiting for him to finish his food...take so much...liew...haha..den dunno why after dinner yong xian was like so no mood...ask him wad happen he jux say nth...lolx...but it was kinda fun ytd...i think....i dunno like wad yong xian said there was like smth missing but the both of us jux cldnt figure dat out...

2004-04-24T20:29:00.000+08:00

exams are like next week...ahhh die...havent revised my chinese at all anyway i'd probably fail...expected...haiz...very scared bout phy and chem...gg still okay ss okay oso...hist...very scared of balan...he wants us to get at least 75%...which is kind of impossible...haiz...accounts....ahhhh dat one damn scared arhz...i'm like so freakin scared of miss kong now...its started like dis fri i dont noe why everytime she comes to my table my hand like starts to shiver and stuff...and i cant write...my fren den took the oppourtunity to scare me and my pen pratically flew out of my hand...haha...heng nv hit anyone...yeah...haiz..very scared lehz...and there's jux so much on my mind...gosh...and i have 2.4 jux the day before english...aint that great...haiz hiaz....ok ok...think on the bright side...on may 14 i'll start partyin already...cldnt care less bout anything else already...gosh...

2004-04-16T14:06:00.000+08:00

liaoz...i owe so many peeps testimonails lehz...haiz...the school com is nice to use lahz...haha...XP lehz... buden horzz...now is like we use till damn lag lorz...all of us use at same time...den download msn gunbound den dunno wad else oso....haha...but still can say quite fast lahz...buden horz...wen wan go to dat stupid friendster cannot...damn lag...i cant say anything lahz...cuz my com oso like dat mahz....b4 something weird happened...got my exam timetable liao lehz...liew...damn scared now...maths got back common test paper liao...okay lahz...got pass...but...but...haiz...very bad sia...haiz...den now mux study harder lorz...now with yi jun dina fariza in library...suppose to study one..but haha...use com first...yup u peeps take care man...

2004-04-12T15:19:00.000+08:00

at last can update...haha...gosh i cant believe it....my com is so damn weird lorz...dunno wad the heck happen...today was like play day in class...all we did was sit around and slack...teacher teach oso like nv teach like dat... no one listened....haha...cant believe it...wootz...mdm loh not comin till thurs...haha...bag can be so damn light liao...lolx...haiz...sian...go home cannot use com...and i onli have like 10 mins more...den i gota go for dat damn sian rehearsal...okay lahz....got to go liao..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh cant believe it...

2004-04-04T18:31:00.000+08:00

heyz...just found out that i was in the finals...i dont know if i should be happy or should i be sad...haiz...those who were in are all top sprinters....arghz...dunno lehz...how...nvm lahz...i jux make sure i dun come in last can liao...haha...arhz....so sian...had band yesterday...lol...played the melody of the pokemon theme...haha...den play star wars haha....wanted to play lilo and stitch...but mr ong dun allow...for the first time play two new songs in one day...haha...played so many songs till mouth damn pain...but worth it lahz...enjoyed listening to pachelbel cannon by the SL's haha...sooo nice...thou boring...but its nice...when you play it its boring but if you listen to it...its such a beautiful piece...awwww....wish i had recorded it down...but i'll get scolding haha...haiz...i'm really scared...i really want to do well on wednesday...but i really have no confidence...

2004-03-31T19:31:00.000+08:00

had heats today...and i did so damn badly for 100m...man i cant even do i proper 100m...shit lahz...damn dissapointed lorz...den wen went back to the benches my frenz were "eleanor....why u like dat man...haiz..." if not its "man u dissapoint me" if not they give me dat dissapointed look....haiz...sorry lahz...i din noe they were choosing for finals mahz...paiseh lahz...
enough of that...had such a bad day...and that chiniah is really a bitch lahz...ppl do test shut up lahz...play w the lights open and close the door...tok non-stop...shut up lorz...u think ur voice nice arhz...wan touch guys ahem say lahz...dun need indirect lorz...say wan help *no names mentioned* tuck in his shirt...and will go all the way in...desperate lahz...aiya dun say liao...

2004-03-29T22:04:00.000+08:00

came back frm sch at 5.30 and had tuition at 6...gosh...was soo soo hungry...wen my teacher came went to the kitchen to get a biscuit while getting water for her... yeah den wen i went in the room she was like...hey can u get me a buscuit i very hungry...i was like...oooo okay....haha...yeah anyway stop crapping...my name's not in the long jump thing...and i dont want to run...skipped track today...anyway enough bout school...yeah besides school wad else is there to crap about...
had leadership meeting today...haiz...sports leaders had to stay back to plan the march pass and all...and got to come up with a oath...ha...so some ppl who attended the meeting that i din noe they were sports leaders...dont extra lorz...khadijah i think...not sure who anyway we counted and 7 of u extra sia...dont spoil our reputation...nvm stop being childish...
really worried...about everything now...i jux need someone to lend me his shoulder...arhz...gona break down sooner or later already...haiz...there's just so much on my mind...gona suffer from depression soon...gosh

2004-03-28T21:08:00.000+08:00

haiz...life is like so boring...got to go school tomorrow...i wan to go out...but got no cash...why am i always broke...mux start savin money for presents liao...haiz...haha...in the end save i spend on myself...haha...lolx...no lahz...this one cannot...haha...:P shhhhh....no names mention worx....haha....very sian...my bro's getting so damn pervertic...and he wants to change his hp....man he shd be glad he got a hp already...nvm shant complain...have lots of test this week...tues would be hist...den wed wld be math, ss and geog...den thurs wld b physics,hist...den fri wld be hist and chem...i think theres more...but forgot...haha...arhz...die...but i'll still be online...yeah waste time here and die....haiz...dunno why suddenly no mood to blog...okay bye

2004-03-27T23:38:00.000+08:00

i gota start running again...gota train again...gosh...so long nv run liao...i mean sprint and stuff...well heck lahz...the teacher was like you dont need to come in top 3 jux run...i was like...yeah right...you run and don't come in the top 3 den what's the point of running...gosh...it sux...the posts for band have not been announced...but yeah those that had a post were like one by one pulled into the room for some kind of talk and mr ong was like asking so many questions...my post remains the same...sian need to be more regular for band practices already...and got to work hand in hand w li zhen i dont know bout jin yin...but yeah me and li zhen confirm liao...and i was like i wed will be late and he was like state ur reasons...i want you to be strict with the attendance...by hook or by crook you get it done...so okay lorz...and i think gurls have to do standard guys push up liao...they want our discipline to improve and all...well that means drills drills and more drills...haha...good luck to all yeah....
finally got to talk to nicholas...been like so long since we last sms-ed...miss sms-ing him...been so cold to each other ever since dis yr....lolx...nvm...haha...pals forever rite...and yeah got to chat with alvina abit...until she suddenly went offline...gurl wad happened!!!
so overall today suxed...so tired...had to rush to band cuz i received a sms saying band would start at 12 instead of 1 and it was like 11.30 lorz...but in the end reached band at i think 12.10...haha...better den late right...got a lecture from mr ong today...1 hr sia...sat that den kena criticise by the guys...wad do you mean that gurls cannot do wad guys can do...man we're tougher den you...w/o us you wun be around...try having a big tummy with a baby inside for 9 months...and there are girls going to the army okay...man there's onli a very lil difference between us...and you guys make it sound as if we're weaklings...we're not okay...gosh..dun wana say laio...you wait till i suan u back arhz...

2004-03-27T09:57:00.000+08:00

din have a good sleep last night...woke up at 1.40 this morning...and i got band later on...so sleepy but cannot go back to sleep...my sis was whining this morning...and it was like so loud...how can i sleep again...i want a room of my own...man...my brother's getting so damn pervertic...sickening...haiz...life sux...i'll have tons of test next week...i dont know how am i going to cope man...kena sabo-ed by someone to join track... i know who tell miss tay arhz...i kill you arhz...kena put in so many events for sports day...i wanted to slack lehz...i really dont know when i can recover...haiz...i know i should go see the doc...but its no use...the medicine he gives only makes me sleepy...and i dont recover...try not to talk to me these few days ya...no mood...

2004-03-24T20:31:00.000+08:00

had accounts test today...gosh din noe how to do...haha...everyone around me were like errrrr...when we saw the paper...haha...well i'll most probably fail this time round...sheesh...had to sing the national anthem 3 times today...gosh...tan ah tan you yourself never sing want us to sing...get us to respect you first lahz...all of you really have not gained our respect...that is why you all can never get us to do things you want us to do...the more you shout the more we rebel...we only listen to you because we are afraid...if not you guys would be the ones suffering...you should know...esp ex-23s...we rule...too bad we're not in the same class or else....you guys would really suffer...
this is for all the guys...no names mentioned k...but please make sure that you guys zip and erm ur buckles and whatever bring extra safety pins if you must k... o yeah and tiko lee din zip sia...haha...serve u rite lahz so tiko...you think we gurls dumb arhz...ask us do push up and sit ups one...go and die lahz...so old already cannot do anything lahz...dun say you liao lahz...ha say liao blood pressure go up...
k lahz bye...

2004-03-23T21:45:00.000+08:00

i'm sooo very very tired...had siva's class today...almost stayed back cause we din do chap 4...gosh...and i've not started on history...got to stay back tomorrow for POA test and band...arhz...we'll be damm tired lorz..morning still got PE...most prob need to run around those flats and all...haha...dont care...the most jog...:P okok enough...think i'd most probably skip band tmr and go for siva's remedial if there is...which is most probably a yes...lucky me...why did i have to take history when i could have taken art????o gosh...yeah found out that the classrooms on the first and second floor has new tables and chairs...and the teachers starts nagging about the cleaniness about the classroom once we step in...Boys and Girls...these are new tables and chairs...be glad you have them...do not try to vandalise cause i will know who did it...pick up all the litter on the floor and blah blah blah...o yeah...we had to sing the national anthem 5 times this morning...gosh...just because we were too soft...you teachers dont even sing...set an example and we'll follow...and gosh we only need one teacher to tell us to put our plates back and stuff. we dont need 3 teachers to go up and remind us...if you guys dont have anything to say than just shut up...now i know that you people like to waste our time too...
truthfully i think i'm slacking abit too much...gosh...once i'm online i cant go off...sheesh....okay i think i go do hist...bye..

2004-03-22T22:16:00.000+08:00

okay...start of the new term and yeah the first day sux...i dont know why i feel that the school is stuffy...gosh..and my classroom is on the fourth floor right at the end...its just two or three classes away from mr pei...argh...haha...nvm at least no one noes wad we are doing in the classroom cuz no one can look into our classroom unless u walk pass...other class sway...opp teacher can see...just pray that the teacher not those kpo ones...homeroom system sux...haha...i got classes from level 1 all the way to level 4...i think there's classes in level 1...not so sure...argh dun care...
our class sitting arrangements change...there's four seat at the back thats separated...well you sit alone...i want to sit there...i mean since its only for math...yeah...the rest of the lessons i wana sit with norain...
and yeah erm...our classrooms are so called bigger...i dont know...i feel that its the same...haha...our canteen is so called bigger...our assembly area is smaller and the colour sux..it'll flood when it rains...wad else its stuffy...and yeah there will be more to complain about...got to go...so tata

2004-03-21T22:02:00.000+08:00

today's the last day of the hols...gosh..time flies...i've not done my hw...ok everything except eng...i dont want to do the summary...and lost inspiration to finish the last bit of my compo...got to clean the school tomorrow...most probably cleaning and spray painting the tables...or somthing like that...all sgss students...bring a rag...cant believe we got to do that...and that so call march to the new school...sian got to walk the same route twice...sheesh...i dont want to move over...ahhhh....i'll miss the old premises...the field the sunsets...argh...wana cry...
life's so boring...there's really no excitment...gosh...o yeah...erm anyone excited to go to Ramdan's concert?? tickets would be only $8...hope you guys can go and support him...cause its gona be his first concert with his band...on the 18th of April...so yeah you guys interested msg me or him lahz..k...

2004-03-20T21:03:00.000+08:00

yoz yoz...went to church today...yeah it was okay lahz...lolxx...a story i found for you all...
God's letter to us

As you got up this morning, I watched you, and hoped that you would talk to me, even if it was just a few words, asking my opinion or thanking me for something good that happened in your life yesterday. But i noticed you were too buzy, trying to find the right outfit to wear. When you ran around the house getting ready, I knew there would be a few minutes 4 u to stop and say hello, but you were too bz. At one point, you had to wait, fifteen mins with nothing to do, except sit in a chair. Then i saw you sprand to your feet. I thought you wanted to talk to me but you ran to the phone and called your fren to get the latest gossip instead. I watched patiently all day long. with all your activities i guessed that you were too bz for me.

I noticed that b4 lunch, u looked around, maybe u felt too embarrassed to talk to me, that's y u didnt bow ur head. that's ok, there's still more time left and i hope that u would talk to me. you went home and it seems that u have lots of things to do.after a few of them was done, u turned on the tv. i waited patiently again as you watch tv and ate your meal, but you didnt talk to me again.

beadtime, guess you were too tired. after you said ur goodnight to ur family, u plopped into bed and fell asleep in no time.that's ok becoz you may not realise that i am always there for u. I've got patience more than you ever know, i even want to teach you how to be patient with others as well.

I love you so much that i waited everyday for a nod, prayer, thought or a thankful part of your heart. It's hard to have a one-sided conversation. Well, once again you are getting up. and once again, i will wait, with nothing but love for you, hoping that you'd give me some time..

love God...

sooo wad do you think??? haiz...yeah i guess sometimes we really take God for granted...gosh...

2004-03-19T23:25:00.000+08:00

i finally got out of the house...haha...jes called and was like...can you come out now???so accompanied her...went to j8 first den to ps den to raffles den to orchard...o yeah saw yi ting on the bus...dont ap girl... saw jolene (sec 2), araxes and shih yann...in j8...den went to ps and met the worst guy on earth...only one thing to describe you...pervert...u idiot...u pig...pervert is the main word lahz..so desperate go find those sites lahz...sickening...sgss peeps u should know who he is...the once most action guy in school...good thing is he graduated...but the bad thing is...there's another one exactly like him...the best part this guy is in my class...well no names mention yar...
you people should watch haunted mansion-its funny...nothing scary...my gurl-according to jenny...very nice show...should watch...but the ending sux...scooby doo 2-its okay lahz...dont really have any comments...
for the first time okay not first but its very rare i din take neozz..haahaa...i'm broke enough...went to hallmark today...and i have this precious moments box thing i want to buy...haha...going church tomorrow...yeah...rare huh...well there aint no band...so yeah i'm going...haha...

2004-03-18T19:05:00.000+08:00

damm sick...man its freakin irritating...think my blood pressure gone done again...dats why i'm feeling so faint...tired eating a sweet tried lying down...but there's no effect..its like getting worse...argh my fingers numb now...
i wana go out...being stuck at home is like so freakin BORING...skipped most of the band meetings and stuff...well i think i skipped all of them this week that is...i got to take a break from band...its like i dont know how to explain...haha...its stressful...everything that goes wrong well almost the teacher comes running to me scolding me till my eardrums burst...argh enough about band...it only dampens my mood...
life sux...i wana get out...i wana run away...i want to run to God...i want to peace...i need Him now...life really sux...
i wish i can get well...haiz...most probably going to church this week...missed so many sessions already...can't believe it...haiz...miss you guys soo very much...i miss the sermons the most...skipped so many.. gosh...

2004-03-17T13:23:00.000+08:00

haiz...the hols are really really very SIAN...cant stand it...but oso dun feel like going out...dunno why lehz...but havent touched on any of my school work...well did c&m and book 2 of math...haiz...no time lahz...give me one more week i can assure you dat all the homework will be done...lol...teachers all stressing us say exam coming laio all this...the way they mark oso diff liao...so strict...den i think i gota join this english team...or smth like dat...if i make it through the first round and all...i dunno think there will be more tests lahz...sian...den mux stay back cannot go Mac/ Mos Burger slack liao...haha...but okok gota look on the bright side rite? can improve eng...but dun u think its abit late to groom the sec 3's....haha...
life at home is hell...well not really...ok lahz...not as bad as b4...haiz...my grandmother's condition is getting worse...or at least i think so...she keeps bugging my mom...sometimes i really pity my mom...haiz...jux praying for her...well wad else can i do...i noe i noe...be good gurl rite...but too bad i can't...i'm not dose guai kia...can sit infront of the books one...i'm dose sit infront of com almost 24/7....haiz...sian lahz...nth to do...i wana go out...but oso lazy...-_-"' like dis rite..oso dunno wad i wan...my bro now sittin beside me readin...haiz...dunno wad is privacy...
now my apologies to all...sorry kim i can't go out...really sorry...sorry jeslyn...i cldnt make it ytd...sorry khairul,isaiah,raj(well think you guys are the confirm ones.. so sorry) oyeah and to yi jun and dose going on thur...i wana watch the eye 2 but...no $$ trying to get my mom to allow me to work...but she's like onli hols...and i'm like hey i'm broke...i pay everything myself and i dun get enough money...and i am not over-spending...everything i pay for is for sch...haiz...now w that Chowiz system in sch...lagi die...damm lame lorz.okok...well who else to say sorry to?? o yeah..ting yun and ting hui so sorry can't go out...wah i say alot of sorry lehz....so nan de...mux appreciate lehz...haha...
haiz sian sian sian sian sian sian sian....anybody sian call me...i dun mind toking crap w u....haha...i'm damm bored lorz...go back sch sure stress again...wah sian lahz like dat..

2004-03-15T14:15:00.000+08:00

well the 3 songs that we sang durin camp..in band camp and leadership...like the all 3 man...haha...
Sailing Along
We were sailing along (we were sailing along)
On moonlight bay (moonlight bay)
We can hear the voices singing (voices singing)
They seem to say (what did they say)
You have stolen my heart (i have stolen your heart)
Now don't go away (i won't go away)
Together we sing the lover's old sweet song on moonlight bay

nice???haha...the ones in brackets were the gurls part...the last line was together...haha...k now for the next song...Silvery Moon...the ones in brackets were the guys part...

Silvery Moon
By the light (not the dark but the light)
Of the silvery moon (not the sun but the moon)
I want to spoon (not the fork but the spoon)
Honey moon (honey moon, honey moon)
Keeps on shining in June (not in May but in June)
Your silvery beams will bring loves dream
And we'll be cuddling soon
By the silvery moon (not the sun but the moon)

now the last song Stand By Me...ahh..nice song...haha...well all three oso nice...
Stand By Me
When the night has come...and the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No i wont, be afraid, no i wont be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

So darling, darling, stand by me
Oh stand by me
Just as long, as you stand, stand by me

When the sky, that we look upon tumble and fall
Ant the mountains crumble to the sea

So darling, darling, stand by me
Oh stand by me
Just as long, as you stand, stand by me

well no more songs liao...lol...so sian...catch up with you guys later bahz..if my bloody com is alright...argh....

2004-03-13T23:25:00.000+08:00

haiz...stupid com...dunno wads happening to it liao lahz...every time oso dc...if not it hangs...damm...can't stand it...well...been really tired...these few days...and amazingly i'm sleeping early...very early lorz...think 11+...b4 11.45 lahz..haha...well...gona start crapping soon..
you guys gota watch HAUNTED MANSION...damm funny lorz...ok lahz...not say very funny lahz...but its not scary at all lorz...it got to do with abit of romance too...yeah...can say quite nice lahz...anyone wana watch HONEY not???wah lao...tickets selling fast lehz...how...nvm...the most go rent vcd...haha...but very wad lehz...dis yr sooooooo many shows nv watch...sadded man...anyway i'm dead broke liao...so oso cannot go out liao...haiz...mom oso kinda angry w me for going out too often dis week...lol whole week 7-8 den reach home...haha...
been so tired lately too...haiz...dunno wads happening to me man...scared i get asthma lehz...lol...my cough does not seem to get any better...well its getting worse lorz...cough become sore throat...and now flu...felt so sick today i tot i was gona faint wen i went for band...went home...slept all the way till 3 or was it 4 den went back to sch for duty again...o yeah...saw lots of cute guys...okay not lots...but saw a few...man were they cute...ahhh...haha...ok lah..i'll stop day-dreaming...
okay lahz...i stop here lahz...got time den blog again lorz...haiz...fann arhz...

2004-03-10T20:56:00.000+08:00

sadded man...today second last day of sch...i mean thou i get to go back durig the hols...the feeling is diff...ppl walkin abt stopping half way to talk to frenz frm other classes and all...i wld'nt say dat the new sch sux cuz i mean you nv noe wad it'll be...but the best part bout it is that there's onli one bball court...and the colour of it sux...eee man... hope they built an indoor bball ring in the hall...among all like the hall the best so nice...but i feel that the sch looks like an exact duplicate of RG...if its true...so many old memories...haiz....gona miss our bball courts..esp wen there's camp lie down look at the stars...man...very nice...sway nv go take pic...haha...e sunsets and the field...wah soooooooo nice....watch soccer match....stay till 7 plus den go home...lol...the space esp...haiz...i dun mind the sch being old...i wan the space man...the new sch so cramp...so errr...dunno why everyone is like...wah so nice so nice...yar the inside of the building nice...but my dears...we walking to teacher lehz...not they walk to us lehz...ur sch bags not heavy arhz??? some more no locker...o yeah to update all sg peeps...Miss Ling came back...and yeah we started complaining how cheapskate the sch is and all...yeah and she was like...you guys shd protest and tell them that they shd provide lockers for you all...your bags are so heavy...tisk tisk....(man i salute you lahz cher) yeah she also said that we shd write in and ask them to allow us to wear ankle socks...and that there's nothing wrong wearing them...din relli tok to her for long lahz...o ya she went to kpo bout our BGR oso...lol...heng she not dis sch liao...if not all this sure spread to the other chers one...anyway...she's a real good cher man...you all hougang sec peeps treat her well arhz...we sacrrifice so much...now dat mrs siao...damm SIAO lahz...hate her...heng dis yr no F&N arhz...will talk bout camp next time round...will add the songs we sang for band & leadership camp....wah damm nice lorz...haha

2004-03-09T21:43:00.000+08:00

heyz ppl changed to blogspot liao...haha can link more ppl..if not like so sian like dat...okok enough of crap lahz...well jux like xanga lahz...all the whinning and all will be here instead...haha...okok...sooo tag me yeah...haha...peace man ppl...